Okie Tober

Assalamualaikum.

Hello, hello, hello Malaysia!

Untuk yang sedia maklum , diet yang diperkatakan oleh jeng,jeng,jeng.. aku tu dah dilancarkan. Harini hari pertama cubaan aku untuk menguruskan badan. Kurus macam mana tu masih tidak pasti. Mungkin voluptious seperti Beyonce, slim and sexy seperti Megan Fox, ataupun kurus keping seperti Keira Knightley, atau pun macam papan plywood. Ataupun xde perubahan langsung, badanku akan senantiasa bulat, gemok, chubby seperti ni sampai aku beranak-pinak nanti.

*haishh* Stressful sungguh jadi seorang wanita.

Hari sabtu lepas, ada kenduri dekat rumah auntie aku dekat Taman Melawati. Tu sememangnya dah seperti rumah kedua aku la, sebab selalu sangat aku meluangkan masa disitu ye. Sepanjang tahun, setiap hari pada bulan puasa, and on weekends as well. Kenduri minggu lepas sempena aqiqah anak buah latest aku, Ariq Luqman yang dah berusia sebulan lebih. Sekarang dah makin berisi, and bertambah kacak. Biasa laa tgk laa auntie dia siapa kan ? ;p

Aku dah dapat dukung dia dah, geram teramat sangat. Aku dukung dia masa dia menangis, sampai dia tertido. Woohhh bangga habis dapat tidurkan bayi kecil ye, baru laa orang tgk ada bakat dan potensi jadi ibu terbaik suatu hari nanti. Bakal mak mertua tgk pown mesti kasi green light (kahkahkah berangan sebentar).

Ni laa dia Luq, nampak x ada benda kena tempek kat dahi dia tu ? Haa tu laa seni hasil kerja opah Luq, semestinya bonda aku. Luq hiccups pastu mak aku letak tisu basah sebesar alam. Saiz tisu yang dia letak tu boleh sembuhkan sedu anak gajah sebenarnya, tapi xpe abaikan. Gambar kat atas ni aku suka sangat sebab menggambarkan aku dalam beberapa tahun akan dtg mungkin ? HAHAHA. Aku nak make sure gambar ni disimpan, so bila Luq dah besar nak cari pasal dengan aku, aku tonyoh jea gambar ni kat muka dia " ko tgk sikit sape pegang ko elok2 dulu".

Hishh.. bahaya ada anak2 buah yang hensem hensem ni. Dah besar nanti beratur anak dara orang nk kejo deme. Aku jugak yang kena filter nanti. Kalu ada2 muka macam nak mintak penampo tu toksah nak mimpi ler.

x)

Semalam g dating, hee dengan siapa lagi, boyfriend aku la. Xkan dengan pakcik guard rumah aku pulak. Kitorang gi tgk Papadom. It's the 2nd time for me as i've seen it earlier with Aida and Cika that day. Tapi berbaloi laa tgk sebab anything that is produced or has Afdlin Shauki in it is sure a cracker. Cerita dia sweet, funny, and ironically true. It's so similar to my own life, except the 'no mother' part la. I just smiled when I first watched that movie because it reminds me so much of my own papa :) I think i should ask him to watch it.

Anyway, waaaa my sister is coming back tomorrow yayy yay. I miss her so much x sabo ni yop!!
I'll update more later. Goodnight <3

kuda kuda

Assalamualaikum fellow bloggers and blogreaders.

As you all know im having my final exam now, alhamdulillah so far all the papers i've taken have been moderately hard laa kowt. There are some I could answer, and some I know I just couldnt make sense out of it. Four weeks of semester break will be filled with lots of already-planned activities, such as exercising my butt of to shed a few KGs and away with those unwanted body fats and flabs! I think my body weight is really damaging my self-esteem so bad, because I was never this fat before, and everytime I see people they would all say the same thing, " OMG, you dah gemok". Eergh..

I am missing my sister badly :( It is always like that. Whenever she is around, time feels to fly by so quickly, as if it is doing it purposely, so that we can never really enjoy each other's presence completely. But whenever she's gone, when the lonely feeling kicks in, I just hate it.

Life is not the same it used to be. So many things have changed, and I am still learning to fit in with these changes. Though sometimes I find myself struggling to do so, I just have to stand back up again, walk through all the obstacles blocking my way, and just live my life.

This is where the All-American Rejects's "Move Along" should be playing in the background. Hehehe.. If only my life were a movie, I have all the perfect songs to represent it. :)

up date s

Currently listening to : Beautiful - Eminem

It's a really great song. A sad song really, by the great Marshall Mathers. Though most of his songs are always about insulting people, some of his songs are sad. This particular one really stole my attention from the first time I heard it.

Anyways, Assalamualaikum fellow bloggers & blogreaders. I hope everyone's doing fine, because i'm not. Life has been on it's lowest point these past few months, weeks, days, and even the last couple of hours. I've been caught so many times handling unforgiven life with tears, because that is the best thing I am strong enough to do right at this point.

I often lose control of myself, of my life, of the purpose of life, and my own dreams. Its like watching my own life seeping down the drain, or more like watching a cookie crumbles into thousands of pieces. Except in this case, my life is the unfortunate uneaten chocolate chip cookie =/

I've been so touchy and emotional, I get mad very easily over small things, I get irritated and annoyed at unnecessary times. I blame most of the things on everyone, but myself. Maybe i need proffesional help. But I don't think im that crazy. YET ;)

Yesterday there was an earthquake near Padang,Sumatra Indonesia. Dia punya affect tu sampai laa ke Malaysia. Patut laa kitorang kat dalam kelas ni, baru habis presentation, tgh duduk tiba2 Moon tegur kenapa rasa mcm bergegar jea ni. Aku tgh duduk atas kerus, diam jea, and I felt it too. Aku boleh rasa aku bergoyang in my chair. And suddenly semua orang pown rasa, and panicked. Panic bertambah bila tgk semua orang dekat kelas kelas kat Blok A keluar dari kelas, because they felt it too. But after around 2 minits or so, everything went back to normal. We then resumed class. Tapi bila balik from kelas, sampai depan hostel perempuan, tgk ramai gila dekat bawah, depan Blok G. Rupanya semua lari lintang pukang when the earthquake happened. We loittered around for almost half an hour, lepas tu semua naik ke bilik balik.

*fewhh*

What an experience. Scary though. :(

Now back to normal, I need to study for my final exam. Harap result memuaskan la, I really need to kick my pointers back up..

Wish me luck ppl.

XOXO!

Ayer Keroh

Orang yang sibuk mengucapkan "Selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin. Minta maaf dan lupakan hal lama. Kita bermula semual 0-0." Semua ni penipu dan hipokrit terbesar kat dunia. Layak ke lafazkan sesuatu yang dia sendiri x boleh nak amalkan? Dalam hal ni, ada beberapa orang yang aku tujukan, tapi bukanlah secara direct. Post kali ini sekadar nak berkongsi perasaan.

Orang orang yang aku maksudkan ni, sibuk bermaafan dengan orang lain, tapi bila aku cuba bermaafan, x dipedulikan, jadi mana pendirian dia dalam maaf yang dia sibuk lafazkan tadi tu ? Mungkin sempena raya semata mata, dia bermaafan sana sini, tapi mmg x ada niat pun untuk meminta maaf, ataupun memaafkan? Sbb tu aku kata diorang ni hipokrit. Apa jadi dengan pepatah 'buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih'? Mungkin diorang mengikut pepatah baru, 'abaikan yang keruh, buatkan lagi teruk', hahaha.. x sangka aku ada juga orang yang hati sekeras dan sebusuk ini.

dumm dumm

Assalamualaikum.

Salam lebaran buat semua warga warga bloggers. Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Dah seminggu beraya baru aku sempat nak update blog ku yang x seberapa meriah dah ni. Mcm mana raya anda tahun ni yea ? Bagi yang dah meningkat usia tu, mcm aku ni, semakin lama raya semakin kurang rasa excitednya. Sedih juga sbb dulu everytime malam raya, aku mmg x boleh duduk diam sebab teruja teramat sangat, and pagi esoknya akan siap cepat untuk mendengar takbir raya. Takbir raya aku suka dengar sbb bunyinya tersangat lah cantik :)

Duit raya ? MASIH banyak.. tapi sangat sangat kurang dari tahun lepas lepas. Sedih tapi xpe, adat raya laa yang umur dah tua bangka semua stop dapat duit raya. Yang penting aku makan x ingat dunia balik kampung haritu. Rumah makcik makcik aku masak x boleh belah nye sedap. Tambah buat muka tebal amik 2nd round. Ape aku kisah ? Rumah makcik aku, bukan makcik anda ye.

Final exam dah dekat. Aku nye first paper on 5th October itself rasanya. Study belum lagi ni! Mampus laa.. Xpe kita raya sakan dulu, nanti baru belajar. Hehehehe ;p Sekejap rasanya next sem dah masuk sem 5. Patu tinggal sem 6 and 7 jea, and habis laa diploma program aku nanti. Waaaaaa alangkah bahagia nye hidup.

k lah nak bersiap orang nak datang ni, jumpa dilain hari!
Babai

raya oh raya

Assalamualaikum

hello hello hello, kopi ke milo ke teh ais ke nescafe ?


Raya tinggal 3 hari jea lagi ni, x sabar aku rasa mcm nak lompat lompat everytime aku terdengar lagu raya didendangkan x kira la dekat radio ke, telefon sesiapa ke yang semangat jadikan lagu raya sebagai ringtone, ataupun lagu raya dekat shopping mall dan kedai-kedai makan! Ohh btw, Lyd punya alarm clock gunakan lagu raya ye. Perempuan yang semakin raya nak hampir, semakin hyper jadinya. Dia pown dah beli crocs sebab nak gang dengan aku. Haritu siap gi kelas pakai sama-sama hahaha. Kitorang lah boria zaman moden kat kolej ni ;p

Adik dah balik rumah dah, dia sampai KL petang tadi. Bising kembali rumah ni yang dah lama sunyi. Semua dok sibuk ambil and try baju raya again, saja nak menggedyk didepan cermin. Padahal masa first time beli tu, hanya Allah yang tahu dah berapa banyak kali baju-baju dah diexperimentkan.

Esok sepupu kesayangan aku pulak sampai KL dari Kedah. Aku x sabar nak jumpa and bergossip dengan dia :) Macam-macam nk diupdatekan. Dah laa uncle aku baru beli kereta baru, joli katak habis laa Ika nanti masa cuti.

Nak balik kampung raya ni, mercun and bunga api aku x jumpa pown :( Rasa sedih and hampa jea kalau balik raya x dapat nk main semua tuh.Sebab aku tahu anak-anak buah and sepupu semua mesti excited if ada bunga api. Kalau xde semua tu, ape budak budak tu nak buat malam nanti kat kampung tu ? X kuasa aku nk dengar diorang melalak menangis semua bawah satu bumbung yang sama. *tidaaaakkk*.

Xpe masih ada masa nak gi cari benda benda yang sepatutnya. Aku pown still nak kuar dengan Epul later untuk do last minute shopping. Kita tunggu dan lihat jea la ape yang kitorang mampu beli nanti. ;)

semalam 09 09 09

Assalamualaikum everyone, hello hello.

Fuhh harini merupakan hari yang paling x boleh belah sekali sebab aku free the whole day. Kelas cancel, and assignment bertimbun, tapi masih x jumpa ilham untuk mencompletekan kerja2 yang dah diberi yea. Level stress yang luarbiasa, aku tidur lepas berita tadi sampai lah sepulu lebih, masih x dapat2 idea untuk project poster dan flyer kelas Desktop Publishing! Celaka betul. Aku rasa nk give up, dan focus utk finals, tapi tu bukan lah ciri-ciri student yang berkualiti yea ( chewahh coming from me, that is like impossible).

Aku baru berjaya buat satu sketch, and i have 29 more to go ;( Stress kenapa En.Azman suka buat hidup kami merana yea! Xde perasaan kasihan ke raya dah dekat ni. X berhati, tapi masih berperut betul taw! *Benci i*

Aku berbuka tadi makan maggi kari, roti and peanut butter & jelly, dan sebiji epal. Huuu healty eating la konon nye. Now kelaparan -_-' Xtaw kenapa nafsu makan aku mlm ni membuak-buak.

Ohh btw, aku jumpa Fesbuk someone. Aku terkejut, teruja excited pown ada juga. Iya laa memandangkan dia sahabat baik lama aku. Aku add dia dekat FB and send personal message. X berbalas. And aku rasa dia ignore request aku ? *hurm* Aku send another message to him, xtaw laa apa respon yang bakal aku dapat. Mungkin xde respon langsung, seperti biasa apa dia buat dekat aku. Jahat oh =( Apa yang jadi dengan kitorang pun aku xtaw, sebab dia x pernah explain kenapa dia tinggalkan aku tergantung mcm tu jea. Sebab tu aku geram bila sekarang aku cuba nak contact dia and nak set things straight, dia tolak aku jauh-jauh. Bodoh kau jantan. Kau jangan tunggu aku terjumpa kau kat luar sana jea. Kau tu dekat Cyberjaya jea kan, bila-bila aku boleh terserempak. Alamanda ke, Cyber ke, Putrajaya ke, you wait and see.

The bitch is back.


Bye nak tidur.
mwahmwahh!

so random

Hello everyone.

This is a very random topic, because as i was sitting infront of the mirror just now, talking to myself silently in my head, i just happened to think about how i love all the small things about my boyfriend, and that made me smile goofily.

Have you ever noticed that a person's flaw can be your most favourite thing you like about that person? For example, how I just like it that my boyfriend's curly big afro sticking out messily all over the place, I think it's cute. And how he is a little boom2 here and there, and not stick-skinny, unlike all the other typical boys I see. Flaws aren't always bad. It is what that make a person different from others.

Never ask someone to change, unless it is really doing some serious damage to any of your lives. Accept and appreciate what is there, be it big or small :)

Anyways,


update pada hari ini yeah:

- went to Mid Valley to berbuka with my boyf. We arrived there quite late, so everywhere was full. We bought can Milos and drank em for berbuka while waiting to get a seat at Nando's. Kenyang teramat makan. Dan insiden yang amat memalukan terjadi di Nando's yea. Aku baru nak menikmati chicken wing aku, sekali terpelanting ke udara dah paapp! terlepet kat atas lantai, bawah kerusi orang yang duduk kat sebelah aku. pfftttt *malu x ingat dunia*. Orang kat sebelah aku tgk dan menahan gelak( aku taw dia nak gelak besar sebenarnya), aku pandang dia and aku yang gelak. Dan dengan siotnya dia dengan kawan dia pown gelak. Laki aku pulak x habis2 bahan nk order quarter chicken yang boleh terbang. Aku panas sebentar, tapi lepas tu chill jea. Hahahaha siot oh Nando's. Lainkali serve laa ayam yang betul2 dah kiok, xde laa nak terbang keluar dari pinggan aku. Rasa mcm nak mintak refund pown ada sebab x sempat nak menikmati wing aku. Hampeh betul xpe bukan rezeki!

Later kitorang jalan2 cari pasal. Aku jumpa topi beanie cun dekat stall jual topi. Nak beli tapi Epul halang aku. Aku panas jea, ada gak kena lepuk ngan aku. Tapi lepas bincang2 dia agree jugak bagi aku beli, tapi memandangkan masa x mengizinkan aku utk beli malam ni, aku kata aku beli later jea la. And kitorang terus ke GSC nak tgk Final Destination. Ohmygosh siot jea aku mmg x suka tgk cerita2 yg saiko mcm tu. Very violent, as in xde cover2 plak semua org mati in those freak accident. Yerghhh +.+ Aku tgk the entire movie nyorok belakang pashmina sambil peluk Epul sebab sejuk dan geli nak tgk. HAHA. Now waiting for 'The Ugly Truth' and 'Gamer'. Both starring Gerard Butler. Wahh what a hunk, with that sexy accent. GRRrr ;p

Wooo aku banyak nye assignment nak kena buat. Rasa mcm nak jam dah otak aku ni fikir which one to complete first -_-' Benci lalallalala~

Misi nak menguruskan badan sempat lagi ke memandangkan puasa tinggal 2 minggu jea ni ? Aku konon jea nk go on no-rice diet. Tapi everytime g mwt aku mesti kalah nye tgk lauk2 yang menggoda. Damn you, nafsu! Minggu ni inshaallah aku akan control makan aku, hahaha betul laa seluar raya jeans belum beli. Aku sengaja tunggu lambat2 sebab aku nak try to lose a little weight before raya, baru beli seluar. Turun berat sikit pown jadi laa ;(

sticks and stones wont break my bone, but big figures on the weighing machine really kills me! hmmpppph.

Ok laa, mari bersahur everyone. Puasa pown tinggal berapa hari jea lagi. Jangan laa ponteng2. Caiyok!!

xoxo.

You remind me of a girl

Assalamualaikum everyone.

Wow, tanpa disangkakan dah 2 minggu berpuasa, alhamdulillah so far xde aku ponteng puasa sebab saja2, except for that time of the month, dah nak habis dah pown, and boleh la sambung berpuasa ASAP! bukan asap kereta yea, tapi as soon as possible.

Highlight of the moment is my 1 year anniversary. Dah 12 bulan bersama merempuhi pelbagai cabaran yang x diundang, menepis segala yang x diingini bersama, dah kitorang berpacaran selama setahun on August 29th :) Love you, syg.

Wohh, aku baru jea sampai rumah ni sebenarnya. Harini keluar dengan 2 gadis yang dah lama aku x spend time with, lebih2 lagi Cika sifu aku yang termasyhur. Kitorang lepak kat Pavilion, g makan kat Carl's Jr. Aku dengan Aida melantak burger sorang satu -_-' Nampak gayanya plan nak kurus aku akan tergendala lah mcm ni. CIS! Afterthat kitorang pusing tgk barang, and ended up watching Dance Flick. Bapak bodoh and quite disgusting, but REALLY FUNNY. You should go watch it, just for laughs.

Anyways, i bought my Crocs already! :) Sungguh happy x terkata. Warna hitam chomel2. Hehe.. Mengantok lah. Nak tidur dulu.

Selamat malam sayangs.
xoxo!

merdeka!

Hello, hello, hello to all fellow bloggers and readers. Rasanya macam dah setahun x menulis, tapi xde laa lama mcm tu. Harini aku x puasa, sebab cuti yang telah dikurniakan oleh-Nya. Hehe. Btw, aku dah balik kolej sekarang, it is 4 pm, and im watchng Lalola on TV3, as usual. Tried to open up Pet Society, but the connection's kind of slow. *what a bummer*

Today is is Malaysia's 52nd Independance Day! Selamat Hari Merdeka, everyone!

X byk nak direportkan. Oh my friend Aida celebrated her 19th birthday yesterday, Happy 19th Birthday ngokngek :) sayang kau ok.

Well, i guess now i might have to look for things to do to kill time. Bosan dehh.
Babai!

thinking of you

Uwaaaaaa, pilunya hati beta harini bersahur sendirian sebab dah kena balik ke kolej. Bonda dirumah pown nanti sahur sorang, sebab adinda dapat MC daripada Yang Maha Esa.

Beta pulak baru habis mengemas bilik. Sapu satu bilik yang dah berhabuk setebal seinci. Kipas pown dah kembali laju. Yeahh! Lepas ni nak sahur and mandi, lepas tu study utk esok. Esok ada midterm laa utk Principles of Management =/ Aku x study ape lagi. Ciss! Kelas minggu lepas dah la x pergi, sebab bersama-sama memontengkan diri bersama si Lyd. *weks* Xpe lepas ni aku study. Nak sahur lagi.

Agenda minggu ni? Mcm x beberapa pasti lagi. Birthday seseorang nak dekat, anniversary seseorang pown nak dekat, malam Jumaat mungkin berbuka di hotel ;) Makan besar pertama bulan puasa ni. Chantek lahh.

Aku yang konon nya nak diet bulan puasa ni, especially the first week of puasa, dah berazam xnak sentuh nasi masa berbuka, dah kalah 3 hari straight. First 3 days of ramadhan semua aku makan nasi. Tapi aku bayar balik kat sahur. Time sahur aku sahur tahap kuantiti paling minima laa. HARUS OK!!! Kang aku x muat baju raya nanti ;(

Ok laa, mai mai mai kita study.

puas- A

Assalamualaikum ^-^

First and foremost i would like to wish Selamat Berpuasa to all the muslims in the world. Tahun ni jom la kita cuba puasa penuh, better than last year's Ramadhan i hope ;p

My cousin sister just gave birth to a really beautiful baby boy. Bertambah lagi anak buah aku! Everyone, say hye to Ariq Luqman ( gambo xde nanti aku upload la yea). His brothers seem to be super excited to have him in the family, especially Rain. Dia siap bising2 lagi kata nak pegang baby. Last2 Abg Yusran bagi laa can kan, suruh dia duduk sandar atas couch, and letak baby atas lap Rain. Rain sgt chomel masa pegang adik dia ok! Baby tgh menangis dia boleh nak comfort baby to " shhh... shhh... shh." hehehehh. Aku saja kacau dia tanya Rain boleh ke tolong jaga baby kalau bgn malam? Dia kata boleh! Dengan nada yg teramat confident. Tapi dia xtaw rumah dia yg selalunya sepi dan hening tu bakal diisi dengan tangisan bayi seperti enjin kereta rosak tu! Aku tanya pulak habis kalau adik berak, boleh cuci? Langsung dia jawab xmaw, sebab dia kata xnak tangan dia kotor. *hampeh* Dah laa Rain kena tangkap makan mentos dalam tandas. Hahahha, adehh xpe bagi can sebab baru berusia 7 tahun. Ohh dah Luqman was born on first day of Ramadhan by the way. Alhamdulillah

Sekarang tgh cuti sekolah. Eventhough aku x paham apa erti sekolah tu dah ( chewahhhhhhh berlagak padahal br 2 tahun tinggal sekolah), aku paham perasaan teruja kanak-kanak ribena yang dapat cuti walaupun utk 10 hari saja. Heheh.


Oh, baju kurung raya aku dah siap! I love it so much. It fits me perfectly.. and even the tailor herself complimented on the fabric's design, dia kata sweet ;p Tgk laa siapa yg pilih. Ibu kata halaaa tokei, dia ni mmg gila pink. BTOL BTOL BTOL. X sabo nak melaram raya nanti.

p/s: Sekarang mcm dah jarang2 aku update blog. Ilham nak menulis mcm dah semakin kering. Tapi kenapa?!!!! Tensi aku mcm ni. Xpe let me take a break for awhile k, I'll make sure i'll come back with new stuff :)

Babai!
xoxo.

Konichiwa

Hello fellow bloggers.
It feels like ages since i last blogged, tapi baru jea beberapa hari yang lepas, en? Heheh. I've reached the 76th episode of Slam Dunk. Weeee! Best best. Bila la mau habis ni. Lepas ni boleh marathon anime lain pulak.

Anyways, MTV World Stage was held here in Malaysia last saturday. I was kinda sad that I couldnt go. The All-American Rejects were there ;( and Im really a big fan of them. I heard Tyson Ritter was incredibily hot. Grhhh *cemburu habis*

But xpe la, I had a wedding pown that night in Subang Holiday Villa. My cousin brother got married, so I hanged out with my cousins that day. It was kinda fun :)

Iman dah balik kolej dia. Dah habis dah seminggu cuti quarantine dia. Inshaallah kalau xde ape2 jumaat ni dia balik lagi, because cuti sekolah pulak seminggu! Yayy. Adik ada best la jugak. I have someone to talk to, and lepak2 with. She even slept with me in my room. Rindu aku laa tu, tapi xnak mengaku jea =p

Ive been feeling abit off colour myself lately. Asyik sakit kepala gegila. X larat laa if everyday mcm ni deyy. Makanan panadol pown xde effect. Gila hebat badan aku ni. -_-'

Ok la saja nak report aktiviti2 kecil harian. Nak sambung ber-SD ni.

babai!

who's bad? Im bad.

HAHA.
what an idiot.
forgiving people not for them, but for herself? What about all the wrong things you did, don't you think it's crucial for you to seek forgiveness back from those you've hurt. Your fucking words are all bullshit, and always making one side look bad, but never revealing the whole truth. You were never always right, either. Friends aren't like tissue papers. You use them to wipe your tears, and throw away once it became useless. Kawan lama dibuang, kawan baru diagung-agungkan. So I don't think it will be such a big deal. Drama x drama, atleast we know how to appreciate things that are infront of our eyes.

snuggle lumps

Selamat petang everyone :)

*haih*

Lately ni asyik hujan jea kan? Sangat kontra dengan cuaca yang sangat panas selama ni. Tapi walaupun hujan, rasa bahang kepanasan masih boleh dirasai. Aku dekat kolej mesti ada masalah nak tidur setiap malam. Dah laa aku jadi hidangan malam nyamuk, lepas tu pencuci mulut pun aku jugak -_-' . Darah aku manis agaknye. Aku tahu aku sweet ;p

Aku dah officially pokai now. Duit dalam bank tinggal RM70++ jea aku rasa. Nak duit kena laa tunggu akhir bulan @.@ Sampai tadi nak beli kasut yg teramatnya cool dekat KLCC pown x tercapai. ;(

Tapi tadi sempat tgk movie cerita "Aliens in The Attic". Hahahaha cerita dia sumpah comel jea x) Sesiapa yang teringin nak tgk cerita budak2 just for laughs, patut pi tgk cerita ni yea.

Ok la , nak sambung tengok SlamDunk. Hati tengah sakit layan boyfriend yang tahap sensitif kurang daripada paras normal ni. X pernah langsung nak fikir aku. ;(

babai.

revolusi

Hello hello.

Dhamira here reporting straight from her hostel bedroom. It is only quarter past 2 in the afternoon, arghh and it's hot like hell. I am not feeling very good. Had a terrible headache since yesterday :(

Ohh semalam pergi ke Charity Concert KPACC dekat MPH. Hee it was crazy. Best juga laa. Cool performance by all the bands, and ohh Caprice sgt hot @.@ In the pictures he is super yummy, but he is even better in real life. <3

Bunkface pown best jugak. Everyone tetiba mcm ada spring bawah tapak kaki! Even all those short people, yang kita x sangka boleh lompat tinggi, lompat setinggi-tingginya sampai langit la teehee~ But towards the end of the concert aku dah mcm mabuk2 sikit, gi makan McDon jap and balik kolej terus tidur.

Harini bgn lambat x pergi kelas, sebab x sihat lg. Now waiting for ibu to pick me. Haven't had my breakfast, and lunch =/ Hari pown mcm gelap jea nak hujan. *haih*

Balik ni rasa nak tidur,tidur, and tidur jea.

Ok laa nak pack barang jap.
BABAI!

xoxo.

Sakuragi - kun

Hello laa beautiful people. Dhamira disini melaporkan diri. he he he ;p For a start, aku nak cerita yg aku dah letih tgk anime SlamDunk on9. Saja jea nak tgk balik, dulu2 dah tgk dengan adik, tapi sbb ada termiss afew juga laa episodes, including the last episode i think, so mari lah kite menonton semula yea.

And aku x pasal2 happy, sebab operasi lepas geram 'kepala otak' dah berjaya! Padan muka kau, mengada-ngada sgt dengan laki aku. Laki aku pown satu, dengan aku dia pandai kurang ajar ckp kasar, meh sini aku nak tgk dia kurang ajar dengan perempuan lain. Amik dia. Padan muka bunga tu.

HAHAHAHHAHAH.

Terus nak merajuk kau. Konon je. Menyampah aku! *hurmmph*

Adik balik cuti seminggu! MRSM Alor Gajah tutup dikuarantin sebab demam H1N1. *.* Aku yang duduk serumah dengan adik ni mcm mana dehh.... Harap-harap xde ape laa.

heee.. Ok2 bye sambung tgk SD! will blog later.

xoxo.

lekaih laa jalan

Ber-blogging dari laptop Ikakun! Hehehehe. Best juga nihh. ;)))

What a very very very hot day -_-' Sempat tido kejap tadi dalam bilik Ika sementara tunggu Kak Bop balik potong rambut! Dia kata nak g potong kat Deryk ( eh betul ke aku eja ni) and team tu alaa dekat Ampang tu. Patu aku kata g potong dekat section 2 W.Maju jea kan, byk salon, and dia kata ok. Dah satu jam lebih dah ni, padahal g trim jea. Aku rasa laa kan cina tu dah tersilap potong, kakak sedara aku sekarang rasanya dah botak! So dia malu nak balik. Adeh xpe laa Kak Bop walaupun botak i think you're cute. Kahkahkah. Izwan wont run away ;p Nak g makan dekat Johnny's ni. Wwuuwuwuwu... and Ika petang nak g tgk The Proposal dengan Kak Bop. I give that movie 4 thumbs up! tambah jari kaki sekali nohhhh ~

Okay rasanya Kak Bop dah balik tu.

Bubbye pipols!

xoxo.

salvation

This is the poster i created for my Desktop Publishing class. Hurmm.. it looks abit weird though, huh? The white background isn't really flattering. But i dont have any idea what background to create anymore =/ Put another large picture as a background? That will only make the poster more crowded, and drown the other pictures. Aiyarrrr so i decided to just stick to this look. Whatever lah -_-'

Heal The World.
STOP WAR!

btol btol btol(upin ipin)

heheh.

heyy cik siti

WEngggg weeeeeeeeeeeennnggg... harini officially first time aku naik motor dgn Epul keluar berdating. Hhehehehehe. Jadi minah rempit pulak. Bak kata ibu, hbs bila x guna helmet tu, nak buat apa. BUAT APA? pakai time drive kereta la! Wehh, apahal korang gelak? F1 drivers pakai helmet naik kereta korang x kecoh pown. Cuma perbezaan yg amat ketaranya ialah diorang semua drive kereta gempak2 seperti Ferrari, Mclarren.. tapi aku bawak Kancil beb, pakai helmet! Jangan tergugat iman. hahahaha...

Tadi tgk cerita The Proposal. Best juga laa compared to Ghosts of Girlfriends' Past. The hero is oh-so-handsome + super hot body! Ryan Reynolds makes me want to lick him all over. HAHA. EEww i sound like a horny bitch. Ok tidak tidak please erase that. Sandra Bullock is as usual. Very gorgeous even with lines and wrinkles.

I am feeling very sticky laa. adeyy. Dgr lagu Paper Heart by The AAR, and aku perasan cd AAR aku hilang!!! what the fuck oh... :( Dah laa diorang datang MTV World Stage Asia ni, and i cant even go and watch em. Hate you so much, cruel life!

I finished my Desktop Publishing assignment. My poster looks abit crooked, but im pretty satisfied with it =D Cant wait to look the outcome after it's being printed.

llalallalalalla...

Bosan nya tv!!!

Babai.

lalola

Wahhhh, new couch has just been delivered, although cuak juga sbb orang yang hantar tu 3 org lelaki India. Tapi lepas diorang belah jea, aku rasa relieved teramat-sangat. X perlu lah aku telefon 911 untuk bantuan talian hayat.

Kerusi ibu beli tu simple dan sangat la cute, heheehe i like ;) Ibu nak beli lagi satu, harap2 ibu beli cepat before raya kalau boleh. Nanti cantik laa living hall. Bilik aku pown dalam proses nak re-organize. Terasa seperti nak cat balik dinding satu yang bewarna biru tu, sbb sesungguhnya cacat. Tapi yang menbantutkan plan aku nak cat dinding is semua kesan2 double-sided tape aku kat dinding tu. EEEERGHH buruk! Mcm mane nak remove? Haruskah dicungkil dengan pencungkil gigi, seperti mane dilakukan kepada taik2 gigi? x kowt.. *stress*

Wohh and aku rasa sangat happy sebab assignment CCP1 dah diselesaikan from top to toe. Sekarang tinggal nak buat assignment POM and CR. Tolong, please?

lallalalalala kerja laaaa..

Malam ini ada diskusi bersama groupmate. So sehingga kita berjumpa lagi di rancangan ini pada masa dan hari yang sama minggu depan!

CUT!

Slamat Phagi

Pagi-pagi la dah terlepas temper aku. Hishh, sabar jea la :( Kelaparan teramat sangat. Nak keluar pergi cari breakfast seorang diri ? Sian hidup orang bujang ni.. *weks* ;p

Xpe! Lepas ni aku jadi seorang yang selamba jea. Dah penat jadi orang yang prihatin dan mengambil kisah. Sebab disia-siakan jea setiap masa =/

Babai!

p/s: dah ganti puasa belum semua?

so ohh ooohhh oh Why are you so obsessed with me.

go Mariah Carey!

"Hey hey aku x percaya cinta" - Hahahah petikan dari lagu kesukaan Aida Rozani ok, yang didendangkan oleh penyanyi favourite-nya Liyana Jasmay. NOT!

Topik pada malam ini, oh untuk lebih spesifik, pagi ini, ialah orang-orang yang pentingkan diri. Ya mmg ada orang dalam dunia ni yang mendapat kepuasan daripada kesiksaan ataupun penderitaan orang lain. Gila bukan ? Tapi mmg ada orang2 mcm tu yea.

Orang2 mcm ni suka menyusahkan hidup orang disekelilingnya, untuk apa aku xtahu, mungkin sebagai hobi untuk mengisi masa lapang, atau mungkin sebagai kerja sambilan yang x berbayar, ataupun diorang ni mmg tergolong dibawah manusia2 bodoh belaka. Itu bukan masalah kita, tapi mmg kita ada hak untuk risau, sbb akan affect kehidupan harian kita ;)

lalallalalala

Okay highlight minggu ni xde la banyak sgt yg menarik pown. Semalam pergi wedding abang Ayien di Kelab Darul Ehsan, naik Bat Mobil! FUHH terasa gagah perkasa. Haha Bat Mobil tu juga dikenali sebagai Viva Elite kepunyaan Ngokngek. Yeahh kereta baru dia dah dpt. Joli katak puru laa dia lepas ni. Aku akan bakal menjadi penumpang tetap hehehehhee ;p.

Dekat sana jumpa ramai muka2 yang selalu sgt dilihat time di sekolah dulu. Ada seorang dua yang sangat menarik perhatian mata beta. Sebab kecomelan yang terlampau. **identiti sebenar mereka x dapat didedahkan ditakuti perkara seperti kembang ataupun perasan ataupun fitnah semata-mata disebarkan secara berleluasa. Almaklumlah ramai betul pelesit-pelesit ataupun kaki gossip yang bergelimpangan dijalanan zaman sekarang ni. Kita sampai dah xtahu siapa yg patut dipercayai lagi. So sesi mencuci mata dijalankan hanya untuk seketika sahaja yea, sebab ubat cuci mata aku yang sebetulnya ada di rumah tgh tidur mati dari tadi sampai laa sekarang. Aku harap dia tidur tu ada laa selit2 aku jugak dalam mimpi. ^.^

Wohh aku kena buat kiraan budget semula sebab nak beli langsir baru untuk bilik. Objek yang sudah diushar ialah langsir hot pink di Jusco. Arghhh selagi x beli x senang hati dan punggung. And aku nak beli quilt cover set di Ikea bewarna pink juga. Yea yeahh kepada sesiapa yang xtahu tu aku ni mmg gila pink ;D

You're beautifulll....(dekat fly fm) - Yergh menyampah James Blunt. Cuba search video dekat Youtube untuk video parody lagu ni. SUMPAH BODOH. Adik yang tunjuk aku. HAHAHA..

Wohhhh again sebut pasal adik. ADIK DAH ADA BOYF and dia x bgtaw aku personally. Teruk kan? Nak kena sepak dengan aku balik nanti. Dah laa nama boyf mcm nama alien. Nash something something. Mungkinkah ? Nenenenenenenene.. (bunyi sound effect lagu cerita alien).

Nak tgk cerita The Proposal laa.. semalam dah tgk Ghosts of Girlfriend's past. haha best juga laa cerita tuh. Sesuai untuk ditonton oleh semua lapisan masyarakat.

Hurrmm.. almost pukul 3. Asal aku x boleh tidur niii... teruk.. :(
Okla babai nak try tidur jugak.

Selamat tidur Malaysia.

Sabtuday

Assalamualaikum ( cheh terkejut x tiba2 aku buka blog dgn salam?) Xpe laa dah masanya aku mengubah cara pertuturan? hahaha.

Ok tgh kebosanan teramat sangat di rumah, x ada benda nak dilakukan seperti weekend2 lain. Selalunya saya berWANG, tapi kali ini pokai poket berhabuk, sehingga anda2 semua xkan jumpa satu sen pown. - Ok ni tipu jea ada laa beberapa Ringgit Malaysia tapi x cukup untuk nak dibelanjakan untuk memenuhkan hawa nafsu diri yang sentiasa nak shopping ni. Lagi2 sale before nak puasa dan raya. Haihh.

Assignment CCP1 masih belum buat? Asyik ditangguhkan jea padahal Rabu depan dah nak kena submit. How how how! STOP PROCRASTINATING MEERA! wekkk. Tu laa bad habit aku yg x dapat nak di-erase-kan dari zaman kanak2 lagi. *tolong*

Borak dengan ibu tadi sambil makan tengahari. Aku kata nak kereta laa, tapi ibu x mampu nk beli aku kereta, sbb kereta sendiri pown dia xde duit nak beli. Masih menggunakan Kancil kecilnya yang dibeli almost 10 tahun yang lalu. Cuba bayangkan betapa oldskool nya kereta ibu? Dah bermacam-macam bunyi, seperti bunyi break, tayar, steering, mengalahkan kereta Ferrari F1 Michael Shoemaker (ehh bkn pembuat kasut), Schumacker? aku pown xtahu ejaan sebenar beliau.

Xpe abaikan!

Tgh fikir mcm mana nak memperoleh kereta sendiri? Minta papa? yehh tidak. Dah berbulan aku x bercakap dgn papa, xkan semata-mata nakkan sebuah kereta, terus kena berpura-pura nak berbaik dgn dia? No no no..

Xpe laa buat masa sekarang kereta xde lah penting mane, aku masih boleh survive dgn Ferrari ibu. Cuma aku takut if aku guna bawak kesini-sana, keluar dengan Epul ke ambil dia dekat Puchong, on the way balik Ferrari nanti rosak tgh jalan, buat malu pulak. Itu serahkan kepada tuhan je la.

Ika nak balik mnggu depan! yay yayy! Lama dah x berdondang sayang bersama sepupu2 tercinta. Nak ajak diorang tgk wayang cerita G.I Joe! Lagipun Ika balik ni byk kerja yang perlu aku lakukan. Nak kena cheer Ika up angkara dilukakan oleh laki x guna! Kurang ajar betul jantan berambut afro (bukan b ehh love u hehehe) berkaca-mata tuh. Berani kau main kayu tiga dengan adik aku. Kau ingat kau hensem sgt ke? Hishh! Lelaki x guna btol.

Ok laa rasanya nak pergi mandi and bersiap. Malam ini ada wedding along Ayien (si keping kesayangan Ting cina). Apa aku nak pakai? Nampaknye mcm semua baju aku dah x muat gara2 lemak berlebihan. Asyik makan jea. Konon nak diet dan bersenam, tapi aku banyak bersenam sambil memejamkan mata, dengan kata lain tidur laa hahaha. Adehhh!

Misi seterusnya: turunkan berat badan secara mendadak! :)

Babai <3>

ocean's eleven

11 months & still running :)
I love you syg.

pistol oh pistol

Cobaan hari demi hari semakin sukar, tapi akan aku hadapi dengan senyuman yang tersangat lah lebar di muka ku yang chubby ni. Walaupun mencabar keimanan dan kesabaran aku, dan sekali-sekali keadaan berjaya membuat aku melinangkan air mata, tapi x pernah aku putus asa. Itulah dia azam baru aku, nak cuba berubah dan tidak bertindak terburu-buru ;) Aku dah mula nampak hasil titik peluh aku selama beberapa hari ni, dan alhamdulillah semua nya okay. Aku harap benda ni berterusan la, bukan sekadar hangat-hangat tahi ayam jea. Perubahan dalam sesebuah hubungan memang susah, tapi jika untuk kebaikan kedua belah pihak, apa salahnya kita buat kan? X penat ke bergaduh setiap masa, bertikam lidah, dan mengeluarkan kata-kata kesat (ehhh, wait seminit, manede aku gaduh dgn boyf aku keluar kata-kata kesat!), maksud aku kata-kata yang menyakitkan hati, meninggikan suara, dan juga kurang ajar meletak telefon ikut sukahati seperti dunia ni kau yang punya. Hahaha. Aku yang selalu buat mcm ni, so aku terasa lebih sikit.

Dah pukul 2.30 pagi, and aku x tido lagi. Patut laa aku merepek-repek on the phone tadi. Sian Epul sebab dia yang kena layan kebiulan aku tadi. Xpe bukan selalu dia teman aku berbual tgh malam ni, so ni kira exercise laa untuk dia.

He he he..

Ok laa rasa mmg nak kena paksa tido juga ni, esok nak bangun awal.

Selamat malam Malaysia!

lagu untukmu

Waahh.. kekenyangan. I just had my lunch, Domino's Pizza.. :) Now my tummy is happy as a buzzing bee. Dah tergolek atas lantai depan laptop mcm Abe, my fat cat. Bila-bila dia terbaring, haha you should really see him seating, you know. FAT FAT FAT!

Anyways, nak balik kolej dah malam ni. Noooooo.....! I wish i can just stay home everyday. *hurmph* Tadi aku call boyfriend aku, nak kejut dia. I dont like him sleeping so long, and waking up very late! Dia tido around 12, and x bgn2 lagi dah pukul 1 lebih tadi -_-' Bengang betul aku. Dah aku call byk kali, sekali tetiba fon dia angkat suara perempuan. Aku rasa adik dia kowt. Ke mak dia? Adehh.. suara dia pown mcm annoyed jea sbb aku call byk kali. Aku pelik cemane adik dia boleh angkat fon dia? Dia tido kat depan tv kowt. Ntah. Tapi aku dah mcm segan disitu ok!! Mmg aku xkan call nak kejutkan dia dah lepas ni. Siot jea. ;(

Assignment Ms. Hafida x siap lagi! :( Ape product yg aku nak buat.. *blurr* Grrhh.. BERTUKAR! - haha sape yg tgk cite Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak mesti tahu ayat tuh. ;p Ok laa nak pi perah otak sebentar.

b was here

cinta kmu

iris

Aku takut nak meminta, takut dihampakan lagi dan lagi..
Aku takut nak mengharap, sebab aku tahu harapan mmg x ada..
Biar aku sendiri yang tahu, biar aku sendiri yang simpan..


:)

down under

Dah x larat makan hati sorang2... :(
Tahap kesabaran aku selalu sangat dicabar sampai tahap maksima.
Menangis tahan sedih pun dah xde guna.........

kosong

Aku xdpt nak nafikan aku bukan la seorang yang baik. Dosa pown cukup banyak pada usia yang muda ni,.Umur aku x sempat mencecah 20, tapi hidup dah terpesong. Selama ni aku x pernah ambil peduli semua yg aku lakukan, tapi sampai tiba saat aku dapati diri aku x lagi mengingati cara2 solat, aku sedar waktu dah tiba untuk aku berubah. Jika x berubah secara sekaligus. aku berdoa aku dapat berubah sedikit demi sedikit.

Aku cari buku panduan solat dalam bilik ibu tapi x jumpa. Aku korek segala kotak yang ada dlm bilik ibu tu, and akhirnya aku jumpa, buku yang aku selalu gunakan waktu kecik dulu. Kini aku dalam proses untuk mula menjalankan ibadat, walaupun x sempurna, aku nak mencuba. Sekurang-kurangnya aku nak tahu diri aku ni x lupakan Tuhan sepenuhnya :(

Ibu selalu kata dia x pernah halang aku nak buat apa, bergaul dan berkawan, and even bercinta. Tapi dlm semua yang kita buat, selalu2 laa ingat Allah, supaya kita x buat perkara2 bodoh. Tapi bila dah terjadinya banyak benda2 yang x diingini, jangan la jadi hamba yang bodoh sombong, tapi cubalah cari kesedaran, dan minta ditunjukkan kebenaran.

kelibat korupsi

Di kolej pown wujudnya korupsi politik diantara parti-parti pelajar yang bertanding didalam pilihanraya untuk menjadi wakil pelajar. Mcm mana kita nak harapkan politik negara untuk bertanding dengan bersih bila di peringkat sekolah lagi dah mula guna jalan kotor? Aku ketawa sorang2 sambil tgk gelagat rakan2 kolej bertikam lidah. Apalah kesudahan drama pilihanraya ni xkan diketahui sehingga hari Rabu. Jadi korang2 pergi laa mengundi yea. Ingat, pilih yang mana korang nak, x perlu memburukkan satu sama lain.

two three

Happy 23rd Birthday Syaiful Nizam bin Dasril.
Bby dah tua. EHH silap, mmg dah tua pown, cuma bertambah tua.
hihihi..
love u!

xoxo

loser

I am the worst girlfriend ever.

Aku xboleh nak bawak dia keluar pown even on his birthday.
I thought of celebrating it with him. Tapi tu pown aku x mampu bagi =(

are you gona be my girl

Pagi Malaysia.

Aku nak hantar adik balik ke Melaka today, because dia balik semalam, semata-mata nak tgk Harry Potter (p/s: yg sememangnye the worst Harry Potter movie ever to be made). As for someone who has read the book more than a couple of times, the movie didnt really satisfy my expectations. Aku rasa aku baca buku dia again lagi bagus. I hope it would atleast lift this dissapointing mood from me.

I had a really bad night yesterday. Gara-gara orang yang x bertanggungjawab, and x pedulikan perasaan orang lain ;( Sabar meera.. sabar..

I miss my friends.. if only they knew how much those words really mean. How true they are, although when it seems and sounds unbelievable. =/

Currently listening to James Morrison - Undiscovered.
I can never get bored with James Morrison, he is just the best. His songs are so real, and touching. Weeeee Meera dah jadi sentimental again~

Im craving for Subway Steak+Roast Beef & extra cheese sandwich! i want i want i want.

lallalalalla... boring.. duno what to do..

Feel like switching off my phone, and go and do my own things today, without any unwanted interruptions. Run away from the world, and lock myself in my own.

Adios ppl!

14375

Hidup aku berbeza sikit jika nak dibandingkan dengan hidup orang lain. Dulu, aku biasa dapat semua benda yang aku nak. Dimanjakan x ingat dunia, kesalahan dan kesilapan semua aku terlepas dari dihukum. Kena jentik pown x pernah. Sekarang, kehidupan dah berubah. Aku dah x dimanjakan macam dulu, dan mcm2 benda yang aku nak tapi x dapat. Aku banyak ketepikan kehendak aku sendiri untuk orang2 disekeliling. Aku xtahu sampai mane tahap kesabaran aku boleh pergi. Jauh mane hati aku boleh menampung setiap gurisan. Sedalam mane air mata aku boleh isi. Dalam hidup aku banyak buat pengorbanan demi orang yang aku syg. Cuma aku nak tau, berbaloi ke pengorbanan aku ni? Ataupun x dihargai langsung..

"Hadir mu oh kasih, memberi ku harapan,
Kau lah sebaiknya untukku selamanya.. " - Kasih dan percaya - Ruffedge

R.I.P MJ

This is my first project for Desktop Publishing. I choose MJ as my object of inspiration. Enjoy the image.

collage

hehehe, this is my second project for desktop publishing :)

burning up

Pagi!

I woke up pretty early today, around 6.30 just now, due to heavy mosquito bites. Euurgghh -_-' Anyways, I fell back asleep right after that, and woke up again at 8.30 to wake my baby up. But then I tried calling him again just now to make sure he's really up, and ready for class, but no answer. I tried calling from 9.30 - 10.00. No answer, and that pisses me off real bad. Im fasting again today.7 days, babyy :)

My CCP1 class is cancelled today, as I was informed by Jaja earlier this morning. Waaaa, nothing to do? I have no assignments, nothing to do other than Facebooking, blogging, and watch tv the whole day. *sigh*

"shut up and let me go,hey!" - The Ting Tings are rocking my earphones.

llalallalalalaa...

short post

POW class is cancelled for today, and im not sure if Ms. Azian will be around for the Thursday class. Yippiee! POM wasn't that bad, though we did have to write down quite a handful of notes -_-' Im fasting again, and today is my 5th day fasting in total. I hope my plan to shed some weight by August do work. teehee ;p

Birthday syg nak dekat, what do I buy? I already have something in mind, and im sure I wanna buy that for him, but im just looking for the right time to buy it :D

s.o.s

siapa ada adobe photoshop installer?
any versions la, if ada cs4 pown lagi bagus.
nak kena buat assignments laa ;(

hello, what are you looking for?

bby salah laa, its 14 July, not 13 okay ;p siapa yang salah ni haa ?
mwah love you!

terpesong kecil la

Ibu cerita td pasal officemate dia punya anak, kanak2 lelaki dlm lingkungan 4-5 tahun baru. The only son in the family, youngest, and have 3 sisters.

Insiden pertama : didapati bermain patung Barbie bersama kakak, dan menonton cd Barbie. Dibelikan ayah cd Ben 10, tetapi ditonton hanya sekali berbanding dgn cd Barbie kakaknya yang ditonton berulangkali! Dibeli pula oleh ayahnya patung aksi Ben10. Dijumpai kemudian tanpa kepala -_-'

Insiden kedua: Pernah sebelum ini menjalankan ibadah solat dengan menyarungkan telekung!

Insiden ketiga: Baru-baru ini, dia muncul dihadapan kedua ibu-bapanya dan tiba-tiba menyanyi " makhluk tuhan paling seksi,aww aww aww ih ih", sambil membuat aksi-aksi tarian tangan dan gelek kecil.

Hahhahahhahaha!

X sangka kanak-kanak sangat senang dipengaruhi oleh keadaan sekeliling yang sangat bahaya. Jom kita doa budak ni x jadi lain dari sepatutnya ;p

pretty little liar

x sangka orang yang kita sayangi sanggup menipu, untuk mengelakkan daripada sesuatu. Eventhough nak elak dari pergaduhan, penipuan tu x dapat nak diterima. Mcm mana nak mempercayai kalau kepercayaan dah goyah? Tapi betul setiap manusia melakukan kesilapan, tapi bila kesilapan yang sama diulangi untuk kali kedua atau ketiga, itu bukan kesilapan, tapi sudah menjadi suatu kebiasaan.

Harap tu last benda tu jadi ok ?

:)

short post

Selamat pagi Malaysia.

Aku sekarang ada dalam multimedia lab di blok A. Kelas desktop publishing sedang dijalankan. Baru pertama kali aku belajar menggunakan adobe photoshop, so aku sedikit jakun dan teruja untuk belajar benda baru. First assignment encik Azman dah suruh edit gambar sendiri, without any basic knowledge of editing with photoshop! Aku memilih gambar MJ utk dijadikan bahan eksperimen. Cantik juga la hasil editing aku utk seseorang yang mula nak meneroka alam photoshop ;p

hee be right back!

ENERGY

Hahaha.. kelakar betul. Dalam proses ingin mencari balik blog link si dia, yang terdapat isi kandungan yang teramat la mencuit hati, dan sweet, aku dengan secara x sengajanya baca separuh daripada old posts aku. Bila aku baca balik, banyak sangat perbezaan yang dah jadi dalam hidup aku dalam beberapa bulan yang lepas ni :)

Contohnya, masa yang diruangkan bersama rakan-rakan dah berkurang dari masa ke semasa, rupa fizikal aku pun dah berubah secara mendadak. Ada orang kata gemuk tanda bahagia, tapi suara hatiku kata tu semua kata-kata nak sejukkan hati aku yang dah panas melecur ni.

Cis!

Gemuk tanda bahagia konon. Gemuk tanda aku kuat makan sekarang, and x boleh control laa derr, apa lagi.

Aku rindu kawan-kawan aku. Eventhough aku tau diorang akan kata aku ni menipu jea, sebab aku x ada effort nak berjumpa dan lepak bila diorang ada di KL bercuti. @.@ Aku bukan menipu, cuma masa x mengizinkan. SORRY ye ;(

Aku rindu adik aku teramat lah sangat. Bila aku balik rumah over the weekends, and aku rasa macam perlukan seseorang untuk berbual malam, aku sedih sebab dia xde. Kalau x selalu mesti kitorang akan lepak berdua, and gelak terkekek-kekek mengumpat, mengutuk, dan bergossip ttg kehidupan yang x seberapa ni. Untuk melepaskan rindu, tadi aku call dia. Dia pown x tido lagi, time tu dah pun pukul 11 lebih. Aku borak lama juga, update adik pasal life aku. Kitorang siap plan nak suruh dia balik next weekend, aku nak pergi tgk HP dengan dia, and lepaks-lepaks. Itu pun kalau sempat, Inshaallah.

Anyways, aku patut siapkan assignment pom ni,tapi aku dah blur teramat sangat, and mengantuk. So aku sambung esok la ye. Aku nak puasa lagi ke x esok ni? Hari esok akan menjadi satu hari yang lain dari lain sebab esok kelas aku sampai 3 sekali. Mesti letih puasa. Xpe jom saksikan betapa hebatnya iman aku hehehe ;p

Goodnight KLIUC, Kajang,Bangi,Alamanda,Wangsa Maju and Taman Melawati. ahaha.
<3

love love

cinta hati berambut afro.
sorok twisties confirm x jumpa.

grawr

Hello fellow bloggers,

I have been quite inactive with my blog lately, due to hectic everyday schedule, and personal life. Anyways, I've just redecorated my hostel room. It looks alot tidier than before :) Though it doesnt seem to come as close as neat as Lydia's room! Her roommate decorated their room oh-so-perfectly. I just love it! I esembled the book shelf on my own, and my fingers are sore. But nevertheless, the outcome is great! I aint that bad with DIYs ayy? ;p

Anywayzzeee, countdown to Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince is getting nearer and nearer. Cant wait! yeepee! ;D

Lots of love <333

july never lies

Goodmorning people,fellow readers,bloggers,and stalkers alike. It has been a really crazy week as Ive been busy with classes,but no assignments yet *feewh*. Watched Ice Age III,which was outrageously funny!I just love Sid,and Crash and Eddie.Can't wait for Harry Potter.Everytime I watch the trailer,I get bloodrush.Im just too excited as Ive been a Harry Potter fan ever since I first laid my hands on the novels! @.@

HAHHAHAHAHAHA.

I just cant stop laughing.
*will continue when I straigthen up*

russian roulette is not the same without a gun

wkakakkakakkkakakakaka cik Nasekha Azzahra,aku taw sgt ko mesti bukak nye page aku and nak sebok korek lagi.being nosey.nah amik. yang ko terasa sgt aku tulis blog tu pasal kau buatpe? ko ingat ko sorang je ada blog siap post result lagi?aku siap tulis lagi dlm blog aku tu,aku malu ada KAWAN MCM NI. aku ckp pasal kawan aku,KAWAN AKU!kau kawan aku ke??sejak bila laa pulak??x en??kalau bkn kawan aku,kau diam sudah la xpayah la terasa.emphasize sikit on the word K-A-W-A-N.x malu perasan nak mampus.sampai post blog tulis title blog aku lagi al-kisah! x pnah2 aku bukak blog kau,taw2 kau bukak blog aku plak baca blog aku and terasa.nasib aku taw blog ko sbb org bgtaw.kate dun care with my wasted life?hbs jari2 ko care hbs nk tulis blog pasal aku kenapa?ckp mcm keling.ckp x serupa bikin.

sape yg pathetic skrg ni?


hahhhahahahahhaha!

tu la kau,sbb kau buat benda tu sbb tu laa kau terasa.sape mkn cili ni sll la terasa pedasnye.
ko ni mmg laa.

back to school

HAHAHHHA.

Chohh! Not for me anymore. Anyways, what im trying to say here is im back in college! Sem break ended a week ago, I skipped the first week of class, because there were some minor problems with the online registration system(just an excuse to laze around at home for another one solid week,ehehe). Im back here in my hostel room, sleeping on my super uncomfortable single-sized bed :(

I miss my sister terribily. I hope to watch the upcoming Harry Potter movie with her. and I miss Ika so much!! I miss talking to her, make stupid jokes, and talk,talk,and talk with her..

Anyways, today is my 10th month anniversary with my syg!

Happy 10th month anniversary Syaiful Nizam Dasril.
Thank you for your incredible love.
Dont stop loving me,will you?
I love you <33333

forever 21

Wkaakakakakka! Xbley belah. Harini first time aku tgk blog budak tuh, result pown nak tayang kat dalam blog, siap detail lg tuh! Aku nak tgk skit bila result jatuh mcm taik burung, nak post ke xnak post dlm blog.

Malu aku ada kawan mcm ni.

-jugaklakecohpownsekarangkecohminahdulukalau-

"otak sayaaaaa lagi kecik dari otak burung unta!"

snake bites

You take people for granted. You take your old friends for granted, and you would not even admit it. Whenever you know you're in the wrong, you will always try to cover your shit up by making excuses, which personally to me are all bullshits. You dont even care what you had, way longer before what you have now. Everything's that happened now, has already happened before. Somehow I feel like having a dejavu. Same things repeating again, but different people playing the roles. It is sad.

YOU are sad.

You gota be more grateful than this.

THINK BEFORE YOU ACT.
Think of those people around you.

drag me to hell sucks

I didnt even mention anything when I read the message I received. I dont know what to say, how to respond, or do.

Should I be happy? or sad? or be totally mad for not finding it out personally from the person. Maybe that is why im not really feeling the impact. I just dont know how to react..

Am I selfish for not doing anything? I have been hating selfish people who thinks of themselves for my entire life, but when I look at myself in the mirror, I know a part of me has become those person I swore never to turn into.

:(

I've turn into one selfish monster who thinks of only herself, and blocks everything and everyone else out of her life, to try and run from feeling responsible, and lost.

LIFE IS CRUEL.

good bye

Chiang Mai, Thailand was great,
but Ika going far away is sad :(

My bestcousin went off to Kedah today to pursue her 2 year matriculation programme. It was hard to say goodbye, but we know this day would come when each and all of us go on our own paths, different roads apart from each other. She even cried just now before going into the car.

I know you will be okay there in Kedah, I will miss you lots, Ik =D

fuck fuck fuck

I eat so much these days! I am growing sideways, I am gaining weight tremenduosly, collecting fats in each and every part of my body. My boobs are bigger, I cant zip my pants, my tummy is so obviously flabby, I just hate this ;(((( I eat, and I eat, and I never exercise. I am just too fucking lazy to do so. So basically im to blame for becoming a total b l o b . I really need to cutdown my food intake, and watch what I eat, and start working my butt off!

EAT LESS,
EXERCISE MORE.


or maybe I could just do drugs.

know your limits

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia,
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala,
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah,
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa..

- A past was once upon a time a future. A future nobody ever thought would end. A past is where everything that's happened before, will always be buried in our mind, heart, and soul. A past is something you can never reach or touch, you can only close your eyes, recall and remember the moment as if it just happened yesterday, and tell it as a story. A story about you and me.. :)

flyday

Good afternoon fellow bloggies.
Its Friday and I just woke up about an hour ago, still lazing around on my bed, Facebooking and playing Monopoly. Am supposed to go out with Epul, after he goes to Friday prayers, but I doubt that's he's already up, might still be sleeping at this kind of hours. '

Anyways, Im hungry! I havent packed anything for our trip yet. Huurrmmm. Nanti laa.. heheh.. Meera..Meera.. stop procrastinating will ya? ;p

Have a good day people.

XOXO.

bird in a cage

I just finished my last paper of my final exam, which is Pengajian Malaysia. It was so stupid, uuurgh!!! I've always hated History when I was in high school, and same goes for now. For my structured and essay questions, I dont know half the things I wrote on the paper. Maybe they were all jibberish and shit. But what the heck, I am free now! I have one and a half week to spend with my sister, and another one week to laze around, appreciating the sweet holiday alone. Lots of things to do, I need to clean up my room, wash tons of clothes, go shopping(I have things that I need and want); Shoes, clothes, nail polish, etc.. A girl gotta go what a girl gotta do right? ;p

To all my collegemates, have a nice holiday!
See you next semester :D

To all my friends, jom lepak!

happy people

9 months full of screaming and shouting,
lip pouting, and late-night crying,
mad laughters,and hilarious jokes,
beautiful moments that I will never trade anything with in the whole wide world!

Happy 9 month anniversary syg,
I love you :)

p/s: kau mmg still loser sbb M.U kalah dgn Barcelona. HAHHHAHAH

bugsie wugsie

I like it when my boyfriend holds my hand in public,
hugs me infront of my friends,
and kisses me infront of his...

I just love it =D

beruk-beruk chomel

random

HAHAHAHA.

Oh my god, like really, how funny can it be, stumbling over and reading a few people's blogs, and I dont even like these people!

Blablablabla.. Im just bored that's why Im bitching all by myself, without anyone to bitch around with.

I just had my lunch; Domino's pizza and coke. Yummm @.@
Secret of the day : Its 4.44 pm and i still haven't taken my shower yet. If epul finds out, he's gona be mad. So sorry baby ;)

My sister's coming back this Saturday. Yayy! I miss her alot, so many things to talk about. You just wait bitch.

Im having my final exam next week. Fortunately my papers are only for 2 days; Monday and Tuesday,so by Tuesday night Im free like a bird in the pants!(haha eew that's gross).

Goodbye.

Nak mandi.

wangi wangi wangi...

;)))))

Condolences to the devils.

Yesterday, or shall I say this morning was one of the awesome mornings I've ever had! We went to watch the Champions League Final between two teams, English greatest team, Manchester United FC and Spain's giant, FC Barcelona. You can hell bet it was one shit of a game. I supported Barcelona in contrast of Manchester United. I didnt want them to win!! As I went to watch last year's finals, M.U won, and the surroundings went berzerk. So yesterday was a new situation for me, witnessing the fallen faces of the losers. Manchester United fans are always boasting about themselves, but sorry guys this year you guys just got served. Barcelona not only performed well, but the ball posessions were mostly by them, so that shows how in control they were in the game. Final score is 2-0. Poor performance by Ronaldo though.

Anyways yg gi tgk bola ni aku,epul,aida,ting,and cika kat sri hartamas. It was fun being with them, because these are my favourite ppl to be with =)) and I would never ask for anyone else to spend the night shouting and screaming watching football.

blahh

rain on me,why dont you take this pain from me..



A powerful song and lyric by none other than my favourite princess of hiphop, Ashanti. I have been having troubles sleeping at night, concentrating on what I do, been ignoring those precious to me. Music played a very huge role in filling in these gaps I have in my life. At nights before I fall to sleep, I would lie down, and my mind wanders of to faraway places. Places where reality and fantasy combines and produces a really nasty nightmares. All my actions are rightly self-centered, and all the words that comes out of my mouth make no sense at all.

I guess I am making no sense.
Senseless ? ;p

lalallalala..
maybe I do need rain to wash away all these pain.


Goodnight everybody.

bomm bom

are you sure you've tried your best ?
you know i'll always be watching.

X O X O.

haha ;p

falsafah ke ? ;p

When the day comes, where you realize that I am no longer in your circle of life, I want you to stop whatever it is that you are doing, and remember all the hilarious things we did together, all the fun times we had together, all the talks and jokes that made no sense at all, all the promises and dreams we shared and hope to live with together one day, and the most important is, I want you to remember my face, clearly, as a person you once have shared half your life with. And I hope, that one day, when your children grows up, and they asks you "mommy/daddy, say the first name of your friend that pops in your mind", I hope you'd answer, "Dhamira Abdul Aziz".

Ofcourse literally every life ends when someone dies, but a special kind of life also ends when a relationship or friendship dies.

If there were to be a funeral for our friendship, it will be a beautiful one, with our favourite songs playing in the background :)

tell shorty

Have boys ever thought of all the sacrifices girls have made for them before? Its not really hard, you know. Just stop in your track, think for a moment, about all the things your girl has ever done for you. I never ask anything in return, just some appreciation, and a little of your time. If you think you can find a much better person who would take your load of craps everyday of her life, then I suggest you just leave me alone.

Nidji - Biarlah

Aku sudah berlari
Mengejar yang tak pasti
Mengejar kamu….
Hanya dirimu…Kulantunkan hidupku
Kubisikkan cintaku
Hanya untukmu…
Hanya untukmu…

Tapi engkau terus pergi
Tapi engkau terus berlari
Jadi biarkanlah aku disini

Biarlah kurela melepasmu, meninggalkan aku
Berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk melupakanmu

Waktu terus bergulir
Sakit tetap mengukir
Jalan hidupku….
Jalan hidupku…

Berikanlah jiwamu
Berikanlah cintamu
Hanya untukku…
Hanya untukku…

Tapi engkau terus pergi
Tapi engkau terus berlari
Jadi biarkanlah aku disini

Biarlah kurela melepasmu, meninggalkan aku
Berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk melupakanmu

Kau jauh dariku
Kau tetap menjauh dari aku

Kau jauh dariku
Kau tetap menjauh dari aku

Biarlah kurela melepasmu, meninggalkan aku
Berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk melupakanmu

up da te s

Akademi Fantasia officially ended today, with their new champion Hafiz(my personal favourite)!, and with Aril in 2nd place, Akim in the 3rd, Yazid with the 4th, and Isma being the last one. Pity her though as her brother Tomok recently won the reality tv show; One In A Million. I guess he is one in a million, but Isma is just a commoner. I really like Hafiz. He knows how to carry himself good, and I really like his hair ;) Jangan main-main ye, dia bawak balik Honda Accord and RM20,000 yer. BE JEALOUS!


Anyways, I've watched Angels and Demons yesterday with my dear mother. She made it very clear that she didnt want to watch the movie before she's finished with the book,but I was so bored yesterday I practically begged her to go and catch that movie. The movie is based in Rome, and because Ive been there personally, I can imagine how wonderful it is. The Sistine Chapel where all the cardinals of the world gathered at, Ive been in it :) It is a really beautiful place. So surreal. Basically the movie was fun, and thrilling! If you've seen The Da Vincci Code, then you'll be expecting alot more or less the same kind of adventure, but ofcourse better. You'll learn about Illuminati, which is cool by the way. So I suggest you to go to your nearest cinema, and catch Professor Robert Langdon in action once again.

p/s: my dearest friend Lisa celebrated her 19th birthday on May 16th, so a very happy birthday to you darling :) may god bless your incredible soul, and you deserve all the goodness in life.

poco poco

After quite awhile of blazing hot summer days (chewah padahal Malaysia mmg panas memanjang), atlast it rained this past couple of days. It really made up for all those days we had to stand the heat, feeling baked, and sweating like pigs.

Talking about rain, aku tetiba teringat kat Rain penyanyi tuh. And when I think of Rain, I'd automatically think of Cai! Cai a.k.a Shahir Mohd Nor perasan dia Rain. Aku pown xtaw celah mana la kan. Tu ok lagi, time form 4 dia perasan dia Jon Johnson, alaa winner dalam tv reality show tu. Ape ke nama aku dah lupa. Haaaaa Manhunt ! hahaahah. Sial ohh Cai. Perangai sengal sengal jea.

Tapi dia mmg kelakar. What's life without a little humour & laughter, right ? :)

random

The heat is definitely doing some serious mental and physical damages to everyone. I have been having trouble sleeping at nights, and in the day I'd get serious headaches, and am getting bored feeling sticky all the time. The heat is also making me extremely sleepy in classes, and my concentration end up flying out of the window. Even after shower, I can immediately start sweating again.

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

Anyways I just got back from dinner with my boyfriend. And I went to buy ubat nyamuk at 7E. Malam2 aku asik kena gigit nyamuk jea, sampai luka2 aku garu ohh ;(

Fuck you nyamuk!

Any interesting updates ? Nope.. guess not.



Adios


p/s: currently addicted to Enrique Iglesias - Taking back my love =)

disastrous weekend

All of us spent the weekend at Kajang's house to indirectly celebrate Mother's Day. It was nice to see their faces,after so long. We had steamboat, with hotplate Korean-style BBQ, and Mee Rebus for lunch on Saturday. In the night, we (aliq,jaba,me,ika,hasif,boy,intan) had our dinners at ss2 Murni. God knows how crazy we ate that night. Lots of foods & drinks on the table. We were all fat and bloated @.@ Mcm2 actually happened in Kajang,but im too tired to write it all down. So later laa continue.

Later diorang org2 tua bincang pasal nak gi Chiang Mai ni << cheh betul ke eja ni ? x sure laa.. heheh. Im so excited for the upcoming trip! Thank God I'll be done with my final exam by the time we're going for the trip.

Im extremely exhausted today. ohh and by the way, Happy Mother's Day to my lovely Ibu, and to all the mothers and mothers-alike in the whole world. God bless your wonderful souls :)

lalola

Hello world !

Ahh..I just feel like standing on top of the world now, and scream my lungs out. I just recovered from a serious painful wrist injury.YUPP.I dont even know how I got injured, but hell yeah it hurt like hell.

Anyways, I fucking hate this short semester. Too many things to do,and there's too little time! @.@ We've all been forced to do assignments,after assignments,and most of them due around the same time. grrrrrrh.

I went to Alamanda just now with Epul to look for Ibu's Mother's Day present,but I couldnt find anything nice to buy. After roaming around Alamanda, I finally decided to buy Ibu the novel " Angels & Demons". She did mention earlier she wanted to read the novel first, before watching the movie. Its coming out soon. So I though buying the book is the perfect gift for her.

Aku gaduh dengan Epul plak nak pilih gift wrapper for Ibu. All the ones I picked dia kata buruk! Ada ke patut.... heeeee panas betul! laast aku amik jea yg dia pilih. Kecoh betul taw!! And I bought Ibu a really HUGE card,hehe.

*BTW, I had my dinner at the new Oldtown Kopitiam in Permata. It's quite a nice place. Im glad they open up a branch there, coz we wouldnt have to go to Melati anymore! penat lahhh..

newsflash: 7th May 2009 - Happy 19th Birthday to an old friend of mine, Aqmal Azizan a.k.a Abang Pilot. hehe . God bless you :)

one in a million

Tomok dari kumpulan New Boyz menang the latest season of One In A Million. Aku hairan, dia dah ada band dia sendiri, kenapa nak masuk OIAM? Mungkin dia nak cuba menceburi bidang muzik secara solo pulak kowt. If Tomok menang, kira ramai la jugak kan dia punya fans ? OIAM pilih pemenang through votes juga right? same like Akademi Fantasia. xpe lah, kita tengok jea la apa progres si Tomok ni selepas bergelar juara.

AF pown nak sampai final dah. Aku bukan follow sangat pown, so aku xtaw nak predict sangat siapa yang bakal menang, tapi ibu suka sangat dengan si Hafiz tu. Personally I think he's not bad :) Ada potensi .. hehe..

and lagi satu show aku dengan secara tidak langsungnya follow everyweek is Mentor. Iye laa dah tv kat bilik aku ni dapat tv 1,2,3 dll.. bukan ada Astro. So aku selalu laa jugak follow Mentor. So far aku dengar semua nyanyi pecah jea lagi, but maybe because baru week 1 ni. Kena kasi time untuk protege2 nak panaskan vocal ;p

Merlin kat tv3 dah habis, sekarang dah start Smallville season 6 pulak,ganti Merlin. Lama-lama aku tengok Smallville ni dah merapu laa -_-' Tapi like I said, tu je laa choices yang aku ada utk ditonton kat bilik hostel ni. Aku rasa mcm nak bawak dvd player pown ada jugak, sebab laptop dvd ciplak dia play mcm haram! Laptop aku cerewet jugak laa, haish!

* ohh latest update:
Ada orang tu akhirnya dah bergadis. Setelah sekian lama membujang,last dia dah ada awek skrg. Aku tgk awek dia pown cantik orangnye,and he looks so much in love :)
(aku jadi stalker teruk kejap untuk sementara waktu.hahah...bukan ape,curious jea..)

Iman lah

My sister turned 14 on last may the 2nd. She came back on Thursday,and went back to Melaka this afternoon. Im glad I got to see her,even if it was only for four days. On the night of May 1st, I went out with my boyfriend, but Iman and her friends sebok gila nak sgt tumpang kitorang balik. Me and Epul wanted to catch a movie, but Pavilion KL was so packed with people. So we called up the girls and went to lepak at Hartamas instead.And we watched a late night movie at Midvalley.

It was fun hanging out with the kids. I dont only have one sister, but I have 3 ;)


Anyways, happy birthday again Loser ! love ya.

random

current addiction :

*elianto's grape wine nail colour
*run the show - kat deluna feat busta rhymes
*handbags

&& syaiful nizam dasril.
yes.i will always be addicted to him ;)

emergency

sss - severe shopaholic syndrome . That is what I am suffering from.I just could not prevent myself from buying things,not even the smallest ones.But the good news is,I am not one choosie shopaholic.I dont buy things according to brands,but I buy anything that I fell in love with at first sight.

For example,I am currently in love with that black bag from Forever 21,and I know I have to get it one way or another!I need to,I have to,I want to! arghhh.. this sss is really killing me @.@

Anyways,I went to watch Paul Blart Mall Cop today with Epul..it was hilarious.A mall cop trying to live a dead dream of becoming a police man.There are many interesting movies coming out in May,so cant wait ;D Id like to watch 17 Again.From tge title itself,I myself do wish I could be 17 again.So many things happened when I was 17. Wahh..memories.. =/

he drives me so crazy,
the way he talks to me,
makes the hair at the back
of my neck stand as if iced
by coldness.
the way his eyes pierce into mine,
sends my heart beating seductively.
and the way he sleeps half-dead in
the morning,not hearing the phone
when i call to wake him up to class,
sends me to the verge of kicking
his ass!

whatever it is, sayang i love you so much :)

into the lonkang

vs

x sangka aku Manchester United boleh kalah dengan Everton? 2 to 4 they lost over penalty kicks againts Everton in the FA Cup.

huahuahuahuaaa !

Tunjuk ajar ku sifu !

That is the famous tagline of one of the most known reality television show here in Malaysia. It's about a group of people,each assigned to their own individual mentor, to be taught how to sing,perform,and learn every skills needed to be one top singer. I've never been a follower of Mentor,I used to watched Akademi Fantasia constantly when it was still in it's season 1 and 2 era, but when it went beyond that,it just lost it's touch,and I lost interest.

Anyways,talking about Mentor,yesterday was my first real encounter with the show,as I was browsing the television,waiting for Merlin to start.The Mentors for this season is Lah Ahmad from VE(my once favourite local R&B group.Loved the vocal and incredible songs),Adibah Nor,Ajai,Awie,and Queen of Dangdut,Mas Idayu.

The show I watched yesterday basically showed the process of the selection of contestant. It showed clips from previous auditions,where very huge number of people showed up,in hopes of becoming the next fortnight nation sensation. But I could not believe it(the same way I feel everytime I watch any reality tv shows' auditions),some of the people who came for audition were ridiculously embarassing! They have no talents to sing at all, and when they Mentors tell them straight in their face that they are no good, they would break down and cry, or curse and swear into the camera.

Unbelievable !

Bughuk peghangai aku tengok orang Malaysia depan camera mcm ni.

But I have to somehow praise them for their courage,and bravery for singing with thick skin infront of the camera,and risking humiliating themselves infront of the whole country.*clapclap*

Last but not least, I hope the Mentors will find what they are looking for,which is real talent.

a day with the goats

Well,not real goats then,my cousins to be more..er..accurate..haha ;p I missed Aliq and Jaba so much,but too bad Jaba's not around to join us for our ocassional movie outing. So it was just me, Ika and Aliq then. We went to One Utama(lama x lepak situ..).On our way there,Aliq kept bugging us asking when are we gona get there,because he was dumb enough to get there too early!When all of us got together,we went to the money changer,Ika wanted to change her Euros into RM.And the we headed straight to Seoul Garden Restaurant.There,we ate a hell lot of stuffs!

After that,we went window shopping here and there. I fell in love with a lot of t-shirts at the F.O.S, but couldnt decide what to buy,so i ended up with not buying any. -_-' Later we went to catch a movie,we watched Coming Soon. Mcm haram nye mencuakkan. Sampai aku pown later rasa mcm takut2 jugak. Grhh. I dont usually like to watch horror movies at the cinemas,or infact any other places la,but watching it with my cousins make alot of difference,hehe.

So overall yesterday was fun,and simple.Only the absence of Jaba was a little bit saddening. I miss him so ;(

we had our fantastic lunch here!

lupa plak nak rotate.hehe.hotplate!hotplate!

happy faces after eating.yumyumyumm

beruk no.1

beruk no.2

beruk no.3

drinking Eno sbb perut angin.
habis aku kentut2 lepas tu.
haha

waiting for our movie to start ;)

cranky spanky

I am very tired,exhausted,worn out,and every word that goes with it. My body aches like crazy, classes everyweek are so packed, I feel like breaking down to the ground, although it has only been the 2nd week of the semester -_-' Ive been staying at the hostel for just a few days,but the rest I drove back and forth from home.

Ika and family just got back from holiday last night. I miss them, especially Ika,like crazy! She bought me a handbag, and it's so cute ;p

Ting's grandfather passed away on her birthday. That's really heartbreaking. We were supposed to go out and celebrate, but had to cancel. Many condolences to Ting and family.

Anyways, Im bored to death when the weekend comes, as I have no plans whatsoever. I really do hope I'd get to go out with Epul, and I might be going out with Ika and Aliq on Saturday,we wana watch Friday the 13th. @.@

I volunteered to watch that movie,as our plan to watch The Unborn was ruin because Ika went to a really long holiday, and I've went to see that movie with Ibu.

lalallalalala.. I'm bored.

fast & furious 4

Finally,I've got the chance to go and watch this movie.Went to Midvalley with Epul last night,the 1130pm show was already blinking yellow,indicating that it was selling fast.I was already slightly pissed that everytime we go the tickets would be sold out.When we got to the counter,as I predicted it has already sold out,so we bought tickets for the midnight show instead.The movie was pretty cool.Sad part is _____ died.

Anyways people,Im hungry.I didnt take the car from my mother today,so I have no means of trasportation to go anywhere for lunch.I just have to wait for her to get home then. nyehh ;(

footnote : Im currently listening to The Redjumpsuit Apparatus - Facedown

"do you feel like a man,when you push her around,do feel better now,as she falls to the ground"

=((

drag and drop,

has got nothing to do with the contents of the blog that im about to write. Hello everybody, its been a while since the last I blogged about something real,other than short and emotional blogs.haha. Okay,as for the 1st week of this new sem,Ive been driving to college for my classes,because I dont feel like leaving the comfort of my own bed behind,and having to sleep on the awful bed at the hostel,eurrhh.no thank you!



I heard rumours that we will have to move to another building,as block G will be occupied by boys. oh maaann, I really like block G,I wouldnt wana move to any other buildings at Ikram.The other looks creepy,and so.. scary. I've been doing some thinking,that I dont want to stay at hostel any longer.That means I'll be driving back and forth.Its not that far away from home actually,only roughly around 30 minutes or so.So instead of paying hostel fees,I'd be using that money for petrol. Hurmm.is it worth it ? I hope so it is. Because I really dont think I want to stay in hostel anymore.



On the other hand, life has been less hectic.Except that Pengajian Malaysia is kinda boring -_-' I havent gotten the chance to watch fast and furious,which is really frustrating.AND, Im really craving for Chillis Fajita Nachos,again.Grrrh.

New sem is starting.It hasnt begun yet,but it will soon.. classes,assignments,lectures and lecturers.. friends ? I dont feel like I have friends. People I talk to..yes..but no one that would really be there for me when I need someone,or someone who would listen to my never-ending problems. Yea I admit it sometimes I do feel lonely. I tend to act all tough, roam around alone.But it makes me feel pretty sad whenever im all by myself. Makes me miss my friends back home so much. Friends I used to have in school. Knowing that there would be people waiting to see me at school. Tapi kat kolej now, its different :(

the power is in my hand

yeah right !
babi babi babiii.
this is like one of the worst moment of my life !

last day of march

Beautiful,beautiful March..
Well, March hadnt been really that beautiful. Infact, it practically rained everyday this whole month. Im no 19 years and 26 days old :) and I've been with my boyfriend for 7 months and 2 days.

*sigh*

7 months full of craziness,and alot of love =))

I went to lunch earlier today with Aida,and later we hung out with Ting. It has been awhile since I last saw their faces. We see less and less of each other these days. Its really sad, because these are the 2 people I used to see alot before this.

I miss Cika too. Although as much as I hate to admit my soft side to people. I really do miss a few people in my life. Most of them are friends. Old,old friends from back then ..

I miss my cousins. I was browsing Facebook,and I came across Blurr's (Shahrin) Facebook, and I saw his photos. Photos of him and his family,and cousins. One of the caption of the photos reads " bila kazen mazen berjumpa" or something like that,it really reminds me of my own cousins and I when we see each other. When we are together, nothing can keep us apart. We would just sit together,talk and laugh like crazy.

I miss them so much ;(

and yeah,I miss my Dad. But I wont be the first one to say anything. Im the 'STUPID' one, remember? I know children needs to respect their parents,but that doesnt mean parents can go around saying hurtful things,and get away with it. Expecting us children to apologise for something we didnt even start.

*Im listening to Thank God I Found You right now..

thankgodifoundyoubaby.loveyou.