last day of march

Beautiful,beautiful March..
Well, March hadnt been really that beautiful. Infact, it practically rained everyday this whole month. Im no 19 years and 26 days old :) and I've been with my boyfriend for 7 months and 2 days.

*sigh*

7 months full of craziness,and alot of love =))

I went to lunch earlier today with Aida,and later we hung out with Ting. It has been awhile since I last saw their faces. We see less and less of each other these days. Its really sad, because these are the 2 people I used to see alot before this.

I miss Cika too. Although as much as I hate to admit my soft side to people. I really do miss a few people in my life. Most of them are friends. Old,old friends from back then ..

I miss my cousins. I was browsing Facebook,and I came across Blurr's (Shahrin) Facebook, and I saw his photos. Photos of him and his family,and cousins. One of the caption of the photos reads " bila kazen mazen berjumpa" or something like that,it really reminds me of my own cousins and I when we see each other. When we are together, nothing can keep us apart. We would just sit together,talk and laugh like crazy.

I miss them so much ;(

and yeah,I miss my Dad. But I wont be the first one to say anything. Im the 'STUPID' one, remember? I know children needs to respect their parents,but that doesnt mean parents can go around saying hurtful things,and get away with it. Expecting us children to apologise for something we didnt even start.

*Im listening to Thank God I Found You right now..

thankgodifoundyoubaby.loveyou.

dreams

As a young child,my dream was to become a noted fashion designer. I've always loved everything about fashion, from clothes to shoes,and earrings to necklaces. Not to forget make-ups and perfumes. These are the essential things to become a real girl. But then as I grow up, my interest found another love, which is writing. I have a secret desire of becoming a writer. I want to atleast write 1 novel and publish it. I even thought of writing for magazines,or newspapers. I would like people to read what I have to say.

*sigh*

Who am I kidding anyway ?

otai rempit

heyy mambang pink, mambang hijau taik, mambang kucing, mambang cheeseburger..
(mambang2 diatas adalah mambang versi Dhamira Abdul Aziz)*

haha. Obviously I have nothing better to start my post this time.Aku baru jea lepas tgk Fast&Furios dekat tv3. Kol 10 start,kul 1 baru hbs. Chelaka nye nightline laa ni,dah la bosan jea berita. Aku x sabar plak nak tgk Fast&Furious4 dekat wayang nanti! Epul dah janji nak tgk sama. Kalau x pergi,mmg aku belasah jea bontot dia.

Ingat aku takut pe ? (dengan nada dan gaya ala gengster jalanan) haha.

Aku saja jea tulis blog ni, I guess I'm just bored. Goodnight then,beautiful people :)

bodoh

get this.

I was watching videos on youtube, and I wanted to search for pussycat dolls video, but I typed pussycat dikks instead.

HAHA

get it?

pussycat DIKKS?

(konon nak type tp x tgk the keys pown.bongok btol).

the girl in the green scarf

Gooooood morning, lovely people.


I just woke up after a not-so-beautiful-sleep. I woke up like twice, because I was worried my boyfriend didn't even reply my text messages to tell me whether he is safely home,or not. *sigh* But I was feeling so washed out, and after taking a short, and really cold bath, I just couldn't resist the call from my bed. Anyways, Im having my period cramps now, and as usual, it fucking hurts like hell. I hate cramps!

Yesterday went out with my boyfriend to KLCC. We went there by train. (yepp,our first train ride + bus ride together) hehe :)) It was fun. We watched Confession of a Shopaholic. It was a great movie. The Becky Bloomwood in the movie really reflects the Becky Bloomwood I know from the novels I've read before. She's just so, unstoppable! out of control. But, really fun. That adds up to all the movie tickets that we've went to,that I LAMEFULLY COLLECT. haha. No harm in collecting some memoribilia right? geez did I spell that right?

Ika's already off to London yesterday with her mother, and I dont think they've arrived there yet,as the ride to London takes about (err,I forgot..less than 20 hours I guess),and her flight was at 11.45,round up to 12am.And,now it is only 8.30 in the morning. I miss going to holidays with Ika and her family. ;( It used to be so fun. Ika,me,and adik would seat together in a row in the plane, and played all the games available,watched the whole season of Grey's Anatomy and Ugly Betty, and listen to a long list of songs which we picked ourselves.AND AND AND,eat lovely food.

Well, I guess Im off now people. I just finished watching Gossip Girl epi 19, and now proceeding with one tree hill epi 18.

Goodbye :)

oh, I miss these people btw. :(

antibiotic,help me!

I fell sick again 2 days ago, and this time its worse than the last. I feel terribily cold, as if I just stepped into a freezer, I shivered eventhough I've put on 2 thick sweaters, socks, 3 comforters, and I even wore those hand mittens I wore during my trip 2 Europe 2 years ago! If someone had taken my picture last night, I might have looked like a weirdo or something. My temperature was so high! It goes up and down the whole day.

But alhamdulillah today Im feeling much, much better. Though I am scared of speaking too soon, Im doing my best to keep myself feeling this way. I am not about to collapse on my bed and fall extremely sick again.

Now I have other things to worry about. More important things :(
I hate worrying so much.

random thought

Have you ever be young and so in love? I think most people would answer yes, though some might shift uncomfortably in their seats because they know they've never experienced love at a young age. When you are in love at such a tender age you tend to think nothing in this world matters anymore other than the two of you.

Some people might react to love differently than one another. Some takes it really seriously, and some may take it all so lightly.

To love is to care unconditionally,to hold tightly promising never to let go, to say those buried deep down, to unveil all that is hidden, to wash away the despair, and bring nothing but goodness and bad, balance to life.

I myself am still learning to love at this precise moment. First and foremost, I am learning to love God Almighty, loving both my parents, loving myself is most critical, and last but not least, loving all those around me.

Love is also a part of life's learning process. So open up your mind,heart, and soul, and get ready to spread love people :)

adios.

rawr

Somehow I think the grass is a little greener, the sky is clearer, and the sun shines a bit brighter than it usually does. Life has really taken a sudden turn, though it is very hard to adapt, as life never seem to stick to one changes at a time. So I find myself constantly changing, and trying to fit in wherever possible that life requires.

I had a terribily great time with my boyfriend,sister, and Aida on Sunday. We went to Putrajaya to see hot-air balloons, which we wound up not having the chance to. It was freaking hot, so we decided to fled to Alamanda, my now semi-permanent hangout spot. *bleughh* We totally spaced out at Alamanda,not knowing what to do. We just walked around,changing minds every few minutes on what to do next. Between catching a movie, and bowling. In the end we ended up crashing the arcade next to the cinema instead.

HAHA.

Rest assured it was fun. We played the basketball thingy, raced cars, I even rode the bike ;p Aida and Adik played the dancing game, but before they can even dance(they were lost the few seconds after the game started),and before you know it the screen blinked GAME OVER. haha serious bummer. Epul and Iman played table hockey,sumpah mcm sakai. But we didnt mind, it was so stupid we forgot how silly we were.

Later we went to eat at Village View because Aida nak! Aku dah kata mesti mahal nye. Sekali tgk ah kau, sorang RM20 la jugak. Nasib kekenyangan tahap gaban :) plus sedap,so x rugi. And, we dropped Epul off at college,and went back.

*sigh*

It was a nice day, I hope to have more days like this again later :DD

footnote :

ohh!Ibu got a flat screen tv as her birthday present from Pa Jack.
ENVYYYY.

haha.
Well atleast we could all now watch decent movies on a decent tv.Im going to bring the small tv we've been using all these while to college. yayy.Its killing me how boring it is to live in the hostel without any form of entertainment, other than my handphone and laptop.shesssh.

ahahha green eyed monster

Jealousy Level: 60%

You are a jealous person but you try not to let it show

You often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.


AKU NANGIS BILA JEALOUS ?

lalallalallala~

something about me :)

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


footnote :

woww,its like,almost accurate.
haha ;)
I guess what this quiz says about me is true.

Yellow

yayy i just downloaded the latest episode of gossipgirl. This episode is kind of funny because of the sudden outburst of the actors during the senior play. Overall it was ok. I even downloaded kyle xy brand new season 3 . Its awesome ! :)

Anyways,FYI I've finished my final exam 2 days ago,and now Im having my beautiful 2 weeks semester break. Ahh nothing beats better than having to do 2 weeks of sweet nothings. I dont have any plans for the breaks yet, maybe go out with my boyfriend.Although, that is kind of impossible, (well not really impossible, but hard),after the incident between us and my mom. I have already planned to go to Ikea with him next week. I just feel like roaming that huge favourite store of mine.

Tomorrow's agenda, we're going to Putrajaya because there's this hot-air balloon fiesta going on there. I'll bring along Aida and Adik; the more the merrier. As the name goes, there will obviously be balloons and other activities. I though we should go check it out, as we never do any outdoor dates.

hehe.

Now I think Im gona continue watching Kyle XY,though I know Im supposed to take a bath first. But heck that can wait.

So long amigos!

kawan mkn kawan

bodoh btol manusia2 yg makan kawan sendiri ni. x cukup ke makanan yg korang dah makan, sampai kawan sendiri pown nak makan? dasar manusia x berotak la tu. cuba fikir panjang2, dan masak2 sebelum buat apa2. ni x, semua ikut perasaan jea. gaduh pasal perempuan, sailang awek member sendiri, flirt dengan boyfriend kawan, gaduh pasal harta and duit, gaduh sbb ego masing2 yg xde makna tuh, gaduh pasal paras rupa and etc. duhhh bodoh bodoh bodoh!

amik kau.

sandaran hati

nyamuk.

cis bedebah.
aku benci nyamuk!

celah mana datang nyamuk ni,aku tgh sedap2 online atas lantai dlm bilik aku. jakgy aku rasa laa gigitan maut nyamuk tuh. papp aku pukul tapi x dapat pown. tapi habis naik biji merah2 sana sini. Aku taw badan aku sedap dan gemuk sampai kau nak makan pown datang cari aku. Sabo jea laa haish.

ehh.. *buat muka pelik* .. betul ke apa aku dengar ni ? lagu hin..hinnd..hindustan?dtg dari tv luar! x mungkin laa adik, coz dia tgh online dlm bilik ibu. this only mean one thing, bonda yg tgh layan hindustan! hahaha . lopek laa..

aku lapar ;(

eno

Im in need of it! Though I have never really tried it before -_-' My body has been producing, and releasing gas alot for the past few days. Im having stomach discomfort, it feels all bloated ;( But nevertheless, Im happy because I bought a number of things today, and to name one, is a brand new roxy purse. It's black in colour with a gold plate on the lower right front. I love it :) I feel happy everytime I buy stuffs. Haha. Anyways, adik's coming back tomorrow. Yipeee!!! I miss you like asswipes, you little tweeb.

footnote :

to all yg amik result spm tu,yg dapat result gempak, CONGRATULATIONS!
yg x berapa gempak, its okay. It's either you have done your best, or mmg kau main2 jea la ;p either way, its in the past now.




Next road?

college.

goodluck.

tips tips

aku nak kurus!
tolong laa..
sejak dua menjak ni appetite aku naik dengan mendadak. makan jea kerja perut ni dah xtaw laa rupa ape. pipi pown dah berisi,leher dah nak tenggelam. dagu pown almost double chin. ALMOST laa tapi. peha segantang. paling x tahan, lengan aku mmg berisi gila. bak kata ali ghouse ; aku nye tangan sado. babi punya budak!! mcm mane aku nak kurus? dulu dah elok lose weight ;( stress nye mcm ni.

grrhh.

budak sekolah

mengundang + bajet,
lagi2 yg bernama MY ni.
jgn ternganga,jgn terasa.


haha.

humpty dumpty

I fell terribly sick yesterday. It started with me about to open my corporate comm text book to do a little studying, as my final exam's starting this week. To be more accurate,my first paper, which would be intro to corp comm is tomorrow. *sigh* And then I felt so dizzy and nauseaus, I lied down for awhile. After a moment or so, I just got up and ran to the toilet and threw up. I threw up a hell lot of time yesterday. Yurghh. I feel much better today, or I wouldnt be sitting her infront of my laptop blogging.

I've done a little bit of studying just now, and am taking some time off. I'll continue more afterthis,and more more more later in the night.


I miss my boyfriend so much :(

oh,I forgot to tell you, my cousins, bestfriends, aunt and ibu threw me a surprise birthday party at Redbox Pavilion on Saturday March the 7th. It was awesome =)))

Thank you so much you guys. I had so much fun.

dua dunia

hello schmello.

WOW.

my final exam starts on wednesday.YES,this coming wednesday,and I still have loads to read. I've been purposely delaying studying. yadayadda i have always been like this since school. What the hell is wrong with you,meera? Don't you know how important the final exam is? grrh.

Now i'm starving as hell. I asked ibu to cook lunch. I miss homecooking,in other words i miss ibu's cooking ;( & I just had a row with my dad,as usual he always acting all irritating and gets on my nerve real bad. We would get on each other's throat and not talk for days. I'd just shut up,and not say a word more. I am just freaking tired of going through the same thing everytime.

I feel like im about to fall sick anytime now. My head is spinning slighty off the normal scale. Panadols dont do much help anymore I guess. I consume too much panadols ; when I'm having my period pains, on those days when I get migrains , blablabla. -_-'

Ares is pissing me off,again,and again,and yeah again. I've been trying to download a few stuffs for weeks now but it doesnt ever seem to budge. I hate this. I need a new air to breathe ; meaning I need new series to watch and follow, or I'll rot to death due to excessive boredom!

last but not least,

I'M HUNGRY.FEED ME!

@$%#%^#$^&@!

jealousy,
is the key to a broken relationship.
YE KE?

aku still jealous laaaaa jealous jealous jealous!

cant be a teen forever

Happy Birthday Meera,















you're old and cranky :)

Parent Trap

aaaargh,
this person sent me a friend request a few days ago,and im pretty sure I'm not going to approve his request,

nor this person if she ever adds me..

because I've told them earlier I wont accept their requests ;p

who are they?
they are my Papa & Ibu.
bahhahahah ;p

jahat en aku.
wekkk.

love you Pa,
love you Ibu,

cleaning up my closet

Im tired,Im half-hungry,and Im hurting!

well..

not really me,but my toes.I accidentaly stepped on my mother's thorned flower plants while I was hanging up some clothes to dry,and now my toes hurt like hell.It stings so bad ;(

and Im hungry !
I managed to cook up one cheese ommelette for lunch,that's all.My stomach's grumbling,doing it's own version of a rock concert.

bluerhh..

Im tired of doing all the laundries since morning.I even reorganized my room.Changed alil of here and there.I think it looks much better now =D I just need more stuffs to pin up on my walls.Im gona develop some photos and make a collage perhaps.

countdown to the 'big day': 2

ohh I think they like me

haha yeah im chilling to this song as Im typing,layan hiphop sekali-sekala.


hello ppl!I just got back from KLCC with bonda.We had our dinner and window shopped.I was from college before that.I went there this morning for my DTT class,which by the way was the last class for this sem,yayy!next week I'm gona have my finals,and my last paper would be on the 18th,so merdeka lah aku nanti.

After class this morning, I went back to my room for a nap,as I was feeling abit off colour.Later in the afternoon me and Epul went to Alamanda for lunch,and we watched Street Fighter : Legend of Chun-Li. Best jugak laa citer dia,Kristin Kreuk jadi Chun-Li,so mmg CUN la hehe.It was fun hanging out with him today.Dah laa aku x sihat,pastu dah mcm org mabok,mcm2 benda jadi,huruhara ok.

Anyways,Im really haaappyyy sebab dpt seluar baru,kasut baru this week,and last week baju baru 2.weeee my closets getting more and more packed.Patut laa ibu bising baju byk sgt dah. haha whatever laa ;D