ohh snap!

When is the last time you saw number 2 on your top friends?
- exactly a week ago


Something you're looking forward to in the next month?
- getting old

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
- yeah :)

What do you want right now?
- get far away

What are you doing tomorrow?
- going to papa's hse

Do you trust all your friends?
- No no,not all of them

Do you plan on going to college?

- yes .i am in college now!!!

Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
- in talking terms,yeah.

What color are your eyes?
- dark brown

Had a crush on your neighbour?
- used to .. ;p

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
- yes i do

What are you doing tonight?
- xtaw laa kalau sangap sgt lepak kowt

Last person to comment you?
- bong margera

Does anyone know your password to your myspace besides yourself?
- my sister and my boyf

What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
- mcchicken

Where were you yesterday?
- kolej,and then straight home

Do you like your name?
- i love it

Who is right next to you?
- nobody

Who were the last person you ate with?
- my mom

Hows the weather right now ?
- beautiful morning

Where is your phone?
- right infront of me

Last beverage you drank?
- mineral water

What time did you wake up today?
- 7

Where are you right now?
- in my room

What date and day is it?
- Feb 27th Friday

Did you go anywhere today?
- nope

What did you do there?
- i didnt go anywhere,so i didnt do anything

Are you watching TV?
- i was just now

Are you mature or immature?
- i must say im a little bit of both

Are you closer to your mom or dad?
- mom ofcourse

Do you like music?
- totally

Do you want to get married?
- hahahah yes

To whom?
- tyson ritter

thank you renny

for showing me the video clip of 'gives you hell'. i forgot the existence of youtube since the internet connection in college is slow.and thank you for reminding me how gorgeous tyson ritter is,but I have to disagree with you that he is aneroxia.He is so not!!He is hot,and he is mine.Well,if not in this life,maybe another lifetime would do ;p

there's only a poster of AAR on the wall of my hostel bedroom ok.

I LOOOVVVEEEEE YOUUUUUUU TYSON RITTER!



how's that for a psycho fan ?

haha

surfacing

hello fellow readers.
haha i think my only loyal reader now is Phat,since she's the only one who is always responding to my posts ;p naahh nevertheless I dont care,it's not like my life is something I really want to publicize it right.cukup org2 yg patut di-updatekan about my life baca,ok la tuh.My final is really just around the corner,first paper would start on the 6th of March.but the rest,still no idea.College's website havent posted the exam schedule up yet.bummer.

im getting older by the days.more to hours and minutes.just counting the moment.I wish this year I could be with those I love.hurmm.


so much for wishful thinking.


Life has been way hectic,physically,emotionally,and mentally to be precise.I dare say I've done alot of mistakes which I know deep down i never wanted to,but we're just humans.We are bound to make mistakes every once in a while.It depends on the individuals to learn from the mistakes,or continuously doing them without a flinch of regret,or even second thoughts.I honestly want to change.I wana be better.I wana be someone I myself can be proud of.I want to look at myself in the mirror,and say,'Im better than that'. All I need is a fucking strong willpower to change.God,help me.I really do want to change.


I am missing one of the most important person in my life.
Im missing my little sister :( It's been really lonely at nights when I feel that I need and want to talk to somebody.Nights where we used to just chill in my room and talk about stuffs.Joke around sarcasticly,or even go out at night.I miss having her around.

jeng jeng jengg

001. Real name -- Dhamira binti Abdul Aziz

002. Nickname(s) -- mira,meera,mir,meerot,dhammy,dham,elmo,along,hny ;p

003. Zodiac sign -- Pisces

004. Male or female -- Female

005. Elementary School -- Tadika Haziq,Section 5 Wangsa Maju

006. Primary School -- SK Taman Melawati 1.

007. High School -- SMK Taman Melawati.

008. Hair color -- karat. haha *angkat2 kening*

009. Long or short -- long

010. Loud or Quiet -- i tend to be shy and quiet around ppl i dont know.but once you get to know me better,you can say im pretty loud ;D

011. Sweats or Jeans -- Jeans pls

012. Phone or Camera -- Phone

013. Health freak -- Nope not really

014. Drink or Smoke -- Neither

015. Do you have a crush on someone -- I have a huge crush on Syaiful Nizam

016. Eat or Drink -- Eat,baby eat!

017. Piercings -- Yes 4

018. Tattoos -- Nope


HAVE YOU EVER?

019. Been in an airplane? -- wohh banyak kali dah
020. Been in a relationship? -- yeps
021. Been in a car accident ? -- err no i dont recall ever being involved in one
022. Been in a fist fight ? -- x pernah pulak,hehe

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing -- when I was in primary school
024. First best friend -- Hajarul Ain
025. First award – wahh best student English darjah 1 !
026. First crush -- Wan Muhammad Haziq
028. First big vacation -- went to London when I was 9

LASTS:

029. Last person you talked to -- Syaiful Nizam
030. Last person you texted -- Syaiful Nizam jugak =)
031. Last person you watched a DVD with -- sorang jea
032. Last food you ate -- nasi with ayam goreng
033. Last movie you watched alone -- Twilight. <- aik sama laa Phat haha kite tgk sorang2 kat kolej
034. Last song you listened to -- Ada Untukmu - Nubham
035. Last thing you bought -- Clothes!
036. Last person you hugged -- lupa la,my boyfriend kowt

FAVES:

037. Food -- Ibu's
038. Drinks -- Coke
039. Clothing -- sweet
040. Flower -- any flowers laa.Bunga tahi ayam bley?
041. Books -- anything by cecilia ahern and j.k rowling
042. Colors -- PINK
043. Movies -- alot
044. Subjects -- english and math.tapi corporate comm xde math laa derr

In 2008, I..

045. [ x] kissed someone
046. [ ] celebrated Halloween
047. [] had your heart broken
048. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone
049. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
050. [] came out of the closet
051. [ ] gotten pregnant
052. [ ] had an abortion
053. [x] done something you've regretted
054. [x] broke a promise
055. [x] hide a secret
056. [x] pretended to be happy
057. [x] met someone who changed your life
058. [x] pretended to be sick
059. [ x] left the country
060. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
061. [x] cried over the silliest thing
062. [] ran a mile
063. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
064. [x] got into an argument with your friends
065. [] hated someone
066. [x]stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:

067. Eating -- nothing
068. Drinking -- nothing
069. I'm about to -- baring2 lepak2 before taking a shower
070. Listening to -- the same song
071. Plans for today -- gi kelas petang,and keluar kowt malam ni :)
072. Waiting for -- i dont know.
073. Want kids -- yes please.one day.
074. Want to get married -- ofcourse!!!! ;p
075. Careers in mind -- hot housewife my husband cant wait to come home to.HAHAHA

WHICH IS BETTER WITH A GUY/GIRL?

076. Lips or eyes -- i'd say eyes.but delicious lips would be nice on guys too haha
077. Shorter or taller -- ofcourse taller
078. Romantic or spontaneous -- a little bit of both would be mucho perfecto
079. Nice stomach or nice arms -- arms
080. Sensitive or loud -- loud laa,baru bley gang bas sekolah ngan aku.
081. Hook-up or relationship -- serious relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant -- both ? ;p

HAVE YOU EVER:

083. Lost glasses/contacts -- my glasses time form 2 ke 3 ntah
084. Snuck out of your house -- dulu2 yea la.Now x dah
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense -- nope
086. Killed somebody -- chehh no
087. Broken someone's heart -- i guess so
088. Been arrested -- nope
089. Cried when someone died -- err.only when the person died was someone im close with

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

090. Yourself -- at times yeah
091. Miracles -- miracles are so random
092. Love at first sight -- Nope.that's not love idiot.
093. Heaven -- yes
094. Santa Claus -- no i dont,but i just like the idea of santa.so cute
095. Sex on the first date -- no no
096. Kiss on the first date -- yeah (:

TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now -- i want to be with my sister !!!!
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life -- not wholefully happy.there are still alot of changes needed to be done.
099. Do you believe in God ? without a doubt

jumaat yg penat

Yesterday was the longest i've ever spent with my boyfriend. I met up with him at college around 9.30,and I sent him back at around 1 pm this afternoon. We spent the whole day together yesterday, and in the evening went to pick ibu up from the wangsa maju lrt station. After we dropped her off, we went to mwt, pick aida up and lepak lepak at nasi ayam medan lama. Lepas tu dah sangap, gi Jaya Jusco 3 org, round2 cari barang,and lepak makan dekat Big Apple Donut & Coffee. hehe mmg sakai pulak kitorang kat situ. Aida and Epul can get along really well, and im so happy about that. atleast I know my boyfriend can hangout with me and my bestfriends :)

After balik from Jusco, Aida ajak gi Bukit Tinjau kat Ampang,apekejadahnye tempat lah nama. So we went there,and lepak lg skejap! best laa jugak,afterdat mimy call ajak lepak, aku ckp laa kitorang nak lepak Mali's jea,so dia kata pown ok. sampai2 situ lepak2,later ramai lg join lepak. It was fun actually. ada dinie mimy luke afi wein boy cai naidu and asnan,and ofcourse aku,epul and aida. after dah balik rumah,kitorang gi swim kejap.

and harini lepak2 lagi. aku dah exhausted nak mampus ni. But I just want to share these photos with all of my reader.hehe.

Hope you enjoy!

out and about with syg

amik ibu

ngokngek sengal

Our treats of the day

boyfriend aku jeles sbnrnya,sbb tu dia amik gamba x nampak muka.siot!

us three,enjoying our alien donuts.

i love them

eeeee

stress stress.
aku x bawak balik mouse,
dah laa touchpad mcm keling.
celaka btol laaaaaaaaa!!!!

ahahah saje lepas geram.

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy

gila aku rindu kawan2 aku doh :( bila nak jumpa.
balik laaa cuti lama2,bila nak outing lagi.aku dah lama x dgr lawak sakai korang.dah la lama x kena buli ngan korang.rindu budak2 5Estetik,rindu perempuan2 aku * satu ketika dahulu la ye.rindu g-units.rindu budak2 parak mwt.rindu muka2 yg aku dah penat tgk setiap hari dulu.how i miss the old days.

aida : haha ye blog tuh aku mmg tgh jk semalam.
phat : black and white phat? haiyyaaaaa ;p kite maw jadi zebra!

143

one time too many.

mlm yg membosankan

lega sbb semua kelas nye presentations dah settle,dah x ada dah afterdiz.
dah aku bosan gila,semua benda aku buat!facebook,myspace,ym,msn,texting,music,chilling,and perut lapar even after aku dah minum a mug of milo.shitto. -_-' esok kelas corporate comm. yg discussion dia suruh buat pasal questions dia bg dat day x buat lg,nasib kelas esok kul 3,so pagi sampai petang ada laa time nak buat.huahuahuahua.

xoxo,
budak paling malas

fuck fuckkkk

blog is under construction.
aku betulkan later laa eh.
mengantok tahap gaban ni

monkey in a zoo

February 18th 2009.

Happy 19th Birthday Phat Ghouse.
May all your wishes come true,and prayers heard.
1 more year before we hit our twenties.yikess.
You are among the people i know who have gone through alot,
and one of the strongest person i've ever known too.
I hope you will still be that way for years to come.
Have a nice warm birthday.
With warm wishes and love from me.

:)

tertimbul kembali

i found this poem while i was doing something.
this is a poem i wrote for someone back when i was in high school.
either in 2006 or 2007.


i miss writing poems actually.
i love writing,i guess i just kinda forgot to do things i loved....
anyways,read it,and enjoy :)

**********

Tell me who - by meera aziz

Broken roads and hollow paths,
Life builds up around dramatic scenes,
Drops of tears mark the remaining of time,
Everything seems to scream in still silence,
I lost myself in the sea of everything,
and nothing at all,
Thrown back by shadows of sin,
and the proud glittering shine of past mistakes,
Shallow hopes of reincarnation,
turning new leaves that only wilts with passion,
I bury my face deep in wounded hands,
In the layings of pain and scarred misery,
A breathe of mere hope,
crawled upon to a treasure,
blessed misfortune, hidden all along,
A soul to keep me safe and strong,
A heart a one of a kind,
A heart of a gold,
and words that cures,
cuts deep as knife,
he is the friend given to lead,
he is the compass of my life.

mystery

misteri kampung durian bermisai..seorang gadis,10 nama..10 ke..9 ke...8 ke..4 ke..kite zasss kan aje..hehe.

elmo.
sep kata muka aku mcm elmo.
nasib elmo chomel sep.aku setuju dgn kau.
haha

zack and jaja : brownies?brownies bandung.BB.
Bibik bandung?!! paling xboleh dimaafkan.
hahaha.

DHAMMY.
Budak2 kat kolej byk panggil aku ni.saba jea la.

conclusion nye,aku byk personality la eh.how can 1 person become all this?thank you laa rakan2.hahahah.

last but not least,this is still me.the real me ;p

peace kepada dunia!

* gambar ni boleh laa digunakan utk kempen menyebarkan kesedaran Peace,No War serata dunia ye.

HA!



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HAHA!

mine,mine,mine

tercipta untukku by Ungu.

indonesia's artist have always had talents in producing great songs with powerful lyrics,which can really move people's hearts.this particular song is one of the songs chosen to accompany the video of kak in & abg yusran's wedding.the combination of the song,melody,lyric,and the scenes from the wedding explains it all.the starting of the journey of their new life.

tercipta untukku ; depicting the feeling of the guy expressing his desires.saying he wants that girl to be with him in whatever he does ,every step he takes,every choices he has to make,and letting her know that he is hers for the rest of their lives.

it basically explains that the girl was made for him,is meant for him,and only him.

how can you tell that someone is yours?
when will you know?
and when you do find out,how completely sure are you?

:)

queazy squeezy

i've had terrible headache since before i got back to kolej,due to the extremely hot weather.i felt like baked potato,because it was so hot,and because i am fat as a potato.I still feel a little bit naseaus.anyways,i just woke up,with my heart beating fast.i just had the weirdest,and saddest dream ever.in the dream,first,i met Azri.a good friend of mind during kindergarten.we hugged each other and talked for awhile.it was very unusual.then i was somewhere else,i think it was my KINDERGARTEN.ironic huh.i saw my cat from afar,and she was walking weirdly.and then i saw that part of her back was cut off and a hole was left,and there was a kitten in it.it was her child,she was carrying it on her back.i shouted for my uncle,ayah olan and his children were there.and i screamed and demanded what was going on.and than he babbled about something,and i cried and i cried like hell.and then i woke up with a jolt.i looked at the time and its already 7.15.dah senja2 ni aku tido,mimpi pown bukan2.im gona hit the shower,pop some ubat,kemas my things kejap,figure out what assignments left i should do.sangat lost =S . im not sure about my other past assignments yg x anta,nak kena anta ke x.damn!!!tu laa asyik ponteng kelas jea.hurmmm.and maybe a little bit of movie marathon. i have twilight,hellboy 2,and narnia : prince caspian.

footnote:

the punisher - 19 february
fast and furious 4 - 4 april

aku nak tgk.sape2 nak tgk sekali?jom jom gi bersama.

just dance

i dont know why fly fm's playing nice songs tonight,but i like.
i just finished listening to mariah carey - you will always be my baby. ehh btol ke ni title lagu dia?im not sure.. :) now im listening to another song that i like.but im not sure what's the title.dah tanya ika pown,dia x sure.i thought she's supposed to be my music gallery!ngehhh.i had a really fucked up day,and to end it all up,a pretty messy night too.im so dissapointed,frustrated,and hurt like hell.

wahhh bagus laa.kat radio pasang lagu i will wait for you ... -_-'

sedih dehh lagu ni...

and yeah btw ika baru figure out the singer of the song i was talking about.it's jamelia.hehe.teringat pulak lagu jamelia - superstar. zaman2 sekolah dulu lagu superstar tu dedicate kat ferra keling,sbb nama bapak dia Jusop.so superstar jadi soperstar.hahahahaha.budak2 laki laa sengal bagi nama tuh.org suruh belajar rajin2 dlm kelas malas,tapi ejek nama bapak org pandai.bangang betul.

newsflash

highlight of the week :

i) Im having my period,and my period pain is one of the worse i've ever got in my entire life!I cant sleep,i rolled around alot on my bed,i cried,and i tried to do so many things to distract myself from the pain inflicted on me,but still i fail.

and im not feeling very well ;(

ii) Rihanna was assault by boyfriend,Chris Brown.

In a statement, police say Brown and his companion "became involved in an argument. After stopping his car, Brown and the woman got out and the argument escalated. The woman suffered visible injuries and identified Brown as her attacker."

By the time officers arrived on the scene, Brown had split.

Rihanna, whose full name is Robyn Rihanna Fenty, decided against singing a medley of "Disturbia" and "Live Your Life" at tonight's awards. Likewise, Brown scrapped his scheduled performance of "Forever."

"We're sorry she is unable to join us this evening," said the Recording Academy. A virtually identical statement was issued for Brown's absence.

Brown and Rihanna were up for dueling Pop Collaboration With Vocals awards, Brown for his duet with Jordin Sparks on "No Air," Rihanna with Maroon 5 for "If I Never See Your Face Again." Brown was also contending for Male R&B Vocal Performance for "Take You Down." Neither Brown nor Rihanna won anything.

source - http://www.eonline.com/uberblog/b99069_chris_brown_arrested_after_alleged.html

kids say the darnest things

kids often voice their opinion out straightforwardly.
no hiding the truth,no hesitations,no thinking twice,just straight off from their innocent mind.
like Daniel when asked, " asal abang ni chomel sgt ah?" , he's answer was " Haa abang xtaw laa dah tuhan yg buat abang chomel."

hahahahah.
how can Ika and me not laugh our gutts out at this kind of answer?

and saying random things that never would have crossed your mind like saying Petrosains sounds like Potatosains.

calling their mother,their biological mother,Mummy Lama,just because now they have 2 mothers.

I once joke around with Rayman,asking him to buy me and Ika balloons we saw at a shop,I said,"Ray and abang belikan balloon utk Auntie Mira and Auntie Ika".he said ," Alaa xboleh laa Ray dengan abang xde duit!".haha.from the look of his face,i think he thought I was being serious.

If you want to hear to the most ridiculous,yet somehow make-sense kind of answers,you should try to have a conversation with children.it doesnt matter what's it about,they will always have something to say,and answer back.

;)

random

vain boyfriend of mine.
nontheless he is the one I need in every fraction second of my life.

love you syg ;p

I got a fake ID

my period is late.again.
can a girl be more stressful than she already is!
anyways,i was browsing to a certain website,and it played Tipsy by J-kwon.I just remembered how much i used to like that song.haha.i've just added it to myspace.masa aku sekolah dulu,lagu ni baru mula2 keluar radio,aku ingat dia ckp 'everybody in the club get tits'.what the fuck??why would everyone get tits?hahahah.and then tanya ibu,what does tipsy means,tipsy tu mcm mabuk2 mcm tuh ehh.haa and that's where i got the idea to name my cat Tipsy.sbb colour dia buruk sgt,boleh mabuk tgk. ;p

ohh,im just a few days away from getting my new phone,tunggu duit jea...waaaaaaaaaa ;( i hate waiting.seriously.

i skipped 2 classes today.apa nk jadi ni meera. -_-'
i missed the morning class,because i overslept.and the eveninc class,aku dah set alarm clock kul 5.20 pm,tapi asik snooze jea,sampai dah nak dekat pukul 6 aku x bangun.mmg tido terus laa.

ni lah dia perangai student yg berwawasan.

contohilah yeaa ;D

Thaipusam

i went to watch Valkyrie with my boyf last night,it was kinda okay.sad really.
it's about the Nazi Germany many years ago,under the cruel leadership of the well-known man with a very short and weird-looking mustache, Adolf Hitler.It starred Tom Cruise as Colonel Claus von Stauffenberg,recruiting men among the army officers for the assasination of Adolf Hitler.and using Operation Valkyrie national emergency plan to take control of the country.but their numerous attempts met failure every time.It ended with those involved executed,either shot or hung.Some of them even killed themselves,to prove that they are,not like the man they so commitedly tried to murder.



For the Germans,it may be a patriotic movie.You should go watch it though.

Im really looking forward to a big number of movies this year.
To name a few like Ice Age 3,Fast and Furious,and most importantly,Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince!So for now,until the day comes when I can see my favourite fictional characters back on the screen,I will have to make-do with the mediocre movies first.gahaha ;p

et phone home

meera phone home.
the problem is,i am already home,and the only person home is me and ibu.what would ibu say if she'd answered the phone only to know that im the one calling from inside the room?only a few feet away from her.haha.meera gila lalalalala~

it is already the 7th of february,and you guys already know the day that's slowly creeping up to us 7 days from now.

yeapp.

valentine's day.

the day all items,couples,lovebirds,or any form of love,not only restricted to male-female relationship,girlfriend-boyfriend,it could be anything,anyone,and anywhere.

i think most of you must've made plans with your 'truly yours' by now. :)

and for me,i have this class hi-tea with my ELS classmates!i think it might be nice to have hi-tea with them,we'll see how it goes.

updating about yesterday,i went out with aida to klcc.we watched a movie;Changeling.it's a true story,and played on for like more than 2 hours,and it was freezing like hell in the cinema!other than that we walked around,browsing stuffs we know we shouldnt buy,but heck aida bought a sunglasses at Nose,and a RING for kashfi.rahsia kita weyy,rahsia!haha..before the movie started we chilled at chilli's,ate nachos and coke.atlast i got my nachos!muahahahah...happy bitch now,arent i? ;p

and updates for today:

nothing much,ika,me,and ibu took both the little munckins to Aquaria.it was fun to watch all those fishes swimming so freely in the water.i wonder how it feels like to be living underwater?maybe i'd exchange lives with nemo in another life or something.the kids were as usual,funny and hyper.daniel has shown his true colours,which i kinda have expected from him.sarcastic young boy.must've inherited it from abang yusran!and he is only 8 years old.how can an 8 year old boy be so sarcastic.he cracks me up all the time.

and rayman all fusses about stuffs.he is a little bit demanding,and bossy,and pushy,and sometimes a bully,to his own big brother.but no matter,he is still adorable.he came up with a name if their mummy nina gets a baby girl,he wants to name her Irisa.to think about it,that is quite a nice name actually.when asked where did he get that name,he simply answered,"ohh rayman fikir jea".haha..

they are so cute at this age,and i have no doubt they will grow into cute boys when they get older.sgt manja too.im just wondering whether they would still love their aunties when they grow up,just as how they love us now.. :)))

graduation(friends forever)

hello loo looo looo..(echo-like).
i've always wanted to hear my own echo,that would be cool.im feeling like an empty tin can right now.nothing inside.

currently jesse mccartney - it's over playing on the player.i like this song.it's just sad deciding that a relationship is finally over. the lyrics just push me to the limit everytime i listen to this song.i can even feel tears swelling up in my eyes.well.almost.i am currently addicted to it,though it has nothing to do with my personal life,mind that thank you very much.you should listen to this song too.put it on loud,lie down,close your eyes,and just feel the song.

"Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed"

shoutout to my boyfriend :
i love you so much syg.always&forever

thirsty thursday

morning fellow bloggers,and most loyal readers.pfft,do i still have loyal readers that sticks their nose infront of the computer to read my blogs nowadays?anyways,it's only a few minutes to noon,so basically it's not morning.i've just finished drinking a mug of milo,and was listening to goo goo dolls - strange love.something about that song that attracts me.scratch that.now im headbanging to techno.haha.cascada's miracle always get me into an upbeat mood.

my room is a complete mess,my dorm room,to be precise.i'd tidy everything up after my class this evening.as you know,i skipped monday and tuesday classes,only got back to college tuesday night,my morning and night classes on wednesday were cancelled,so i only went to ms.azian's class.to sum it up,i should've just stayed home,and drive to class instead this week.that's what my boyfriend said.but nontheless it's happened,so screw it.

we're gona have a long weekend coming up,as monday's thaipusam,and i dont have class on friday.4 days of peace.i might do a little bit of catching up with friends.lots to tell,lots to meet,lots i havent seen for quite some time now! i'm secretly craving for chilli's fajita nachos. yummmmm. all i could do now is just wait patiently. balik nanti aku attack chilli's kaw kaw hehehe ;p woops.. david guetta's love is gone is playing on my player.*sigh* brings back old,not really unwanted memories.you know what i mean.memories that arent important anymore,but those i dont really want to forget about :)

(beck- timebomb blasting out loud)

lallalala~

guess the saying 'music is life' is so true.

everything,well not really everything,but almost everythin you do,involves music.if it doesnt really directly involves music,somehow music relates to it.physically,emotionally,even mentally.

&&last but not least,
i miss my sister :S

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pakai buang ikut sukahati.
mcm wet tissue laa (:

im not o-kay,
im not o-fuking-kay.

good day.

im safe up high

you care about friends that arent infront of your eyes too much that you tend to neglect those right under your nose,and take them for granted.it doesnt really bother me now,the way it used to before,but it amuses me greatly to see you from afar.i laugh a little when i think of you,and it even make me cry sometimes.it proves that life is never what it seems to be.it changes like the weather.unpredictable,yet we do whatever it takes to survive.take cover,hide,or just walk through it.

there's nothing in this world

Bandung was greater the second time :)

the last time i went,the fog was so thick,when we went to Gunung Tangkuban Parahu,we couldnt see the crate.a still-active volcano!according to the tour guide,the last time it exploded was in 1969,cool ayy.apart from that,all we(aliq,me,ika) do was shopping.ohh and eat,eat,eat.A LOT.im getting fatter by the minute.anyways,while i was there,i couldnt stop missing my boyfriend,and my bestfriends.but the 3 days off i got being away from the world meant so much to me.life is so hectic i needed to run away eventhough for just a moment.but now im back,and im ready to get back in action.i cant be running forever,right?

its already the 2nd month of 2009,i could not decide whethere time is going on slow or its actually moving in such a fast pace.at some point it feels like time is crawling on it's own pleasure,but sometimes it seems that time just zoomed past by.

to a certain someone,what happened in the past year was regrettable,but nontheless you should not have shove it on my face,again and again.apologies were made clear.


& to a close friend of mine,pasal apa laki kau buat tu,aku taw kau tgh sakit skrg ni,tapi kau wat lek jea ok.bodoh punya jantan.dia x sayang kau,aku sayang kau lebih!haha.jgn risau ;p