goodbye 2008

so many things have happened this year,the bad the good and the ohh-so-ugly.i turned 18 this year,all of us got our spm results this year,i went in and out of hell,started college,i had ridiculous rows and fights with my parents,lost a number of friends,and gain new ones too.found my love ;) , and received new family members.2008's ending,welcoming 2009 with alot of new expectations. with hopes that next year will bring differences to my life,our lives.

yayy

4 months of love ;)

*smiling*

satu hari yang..

today i went to jusco with my sister.we walked around trying out clothes,and shoes.i bought one pink cardigan ; so cute ! stayed in my room watching Greek when im not doing anything else.went to ampang point for dinner,because i was craving for 1901 hotdogs.then we went to the store upstairs and i bought more clothes and a pair of shoes.yayy ! now im back on my bed,continue watching greek on youtube,because downloading them on ares would take me forever to do so! fuck youuuu ares.lalallala ;D

surprised visit and unexpected encounter

smlm aku tetiba dpt phone call,i answered the house phone,and it was phat.tapi afterthat tukar org,it was dinie.he asked me to come down and meet him.aku dah laa baru jea balik dari shah alam,baru jea hbs mandi,x pakai baju lgpown.so aku dgn marah2 ni,pakai baju,and turun.sekali tgk dinie ada prob..kitorang lepak kat bwh tepi kete,smpai 3.30 pagi,baru laa aku naik.tapi aku 4.15 baru tido.and then pagi tadi,kuar gi beli breakfast kat nasi lemak J,iman yg turun,aku tunggu dlm kete,tiba2 dr jauh aku nampak satu mamat ni tgk aku and dtg kearah kete aku,terus bukak pintu,and duduk sebelah aku.alan oh !!!and a few seconds later afiq pulak dtg,duk kat belakang.aku happy gilaaaa.baru smlm aku complain dorang balik cuti x lepak ngan aku pown.bengang jeaa.tapi seriously i was happy to see them.so lepak2 dgn diorang jap dlm kete borak2 skejap jea,n then aku halau diorang kuar kete.aku nak balik makan.hehe inshaallah maybe malam ni lepak dgn diorang.yayy ;) rindu dehh ..

alan.meera.afiq

3's a crowd .

memories flashes like evening thunder.
quite and calm,but all so sudden.
you see what you have been hiding from,
and you remember those you have forgotten.
keep on running,and somehow they will still
find a way to catch up .

ngokngek dah pandai

rumah sebelah masjid ..konon.
HAK PTUIHH !
aku rindu kau ngek.time aku
cuti laa kau nak gi thailand.

maliki - liki

hey hoo fellow bloggers,and loyal blog readers all over . ive been delaying all blogging activities ever since i left my laptop cable at kak in's hse,thus preventing me from going online.i spent my days in college this week without the presence of my dear laptop,which sucked alot.i had nothing else to do while waiting for class,so i just sleep and sleep.now its our mid-sem break,yayy!that means i have time to relax,and take a break.although i think i do have a number of assignments to be done in this so called given free time.awhh shitss.i dont even know what are the assignments,i didnt go to my wednesday classes.i didnt have morning class on that particular day,so i woke up early,and when i woke up,my mom just came to college and pick me up early,and i just went back home straight,skipping the noon and the night class. lazyy ass mofo -_-' anyways,yesterday was christmas,not so into the festive mood,just watched a couple of movies on tv.yeah same old movies,open season,transformers,simpsons the movie,and blablabla etc...thinking of going to Ikea,i just wana look around.im thinking of buying a new side-table lamp,which i already had before someone in this house broke it.i dont like using the main light in my room,its so bright.i like my room dimly lit,ohh soo romantic.hahah ;p im bored.i miss my friends already.aida's gone to thailand for a last minute holiday with her family,and ting's started her FA training.huhu..i want money pls,and i can go shopping with my sister.ibu's on leave until new year,and she's got loads of work to do,so basically her car's free,and im to use it whenever i want,with exception that i have to use my own cash to fill up the tank.ngehhh if only i am related to donald trump.what a life ayy.so for now,i'll just laze around in my room,on the comfort of my queen-sized bed,facing my lappie,waiting greek to finish downloading,which ive been waiting for a couple of weeks now.grrrh IM SO PISSED OFF.

adios schmigos.

tagged by syaza ismail

First name:
-dhamira

Name you wish you had:
- D H A M I R A sudeh !!

What do people normally know your name as:
- mira,meera,mir,dhammy

Birthday:
-05 03 1990

Birthplace:
- klinik sambhi kuala lumpur

Time of birth:
- xtaw

Single or taken:
- taken by snd ;)

Zodiac sign:
- pisces


My apperiance

How tall are you:
- 158 cm

Wish you were taller:
- nope

Eye color :
-dark brown.

Current hair color:
- revlon medium auburn

Short or long hair:
- lo lo lo longg

Ever dye your hair a bizarre color:
- yeah. red.tp xde laa bizarre mana

Last time you did something dramatic with you hair:
- x prnah

Glasses or contacts:
- glasses.kdg2

Do you wear make up:
- yuppie yup

Paint your nails:
- yup yupp once in a while

Shy or outgoing:
- shy.very very shy

Sexy or cute:
- huahuahauhau.sexycute

Serious or fun:
- both

A turn on:
- someone who can make me smile just by thinking bout him ;)

A turn off:
- busuk !!!


This or That

Flowers or chocolates:
- both pls.

Pepsi or coke:
- coke

Rap or rock:
- rock

Relationship or one night stand:
- relationship laa

School or work:
- college.hehe

Love or money:
- money ? haha. no laa..love love

Movie or music:
- music bebeh

Country or city:
- im a city girl

Sunny or rainy days:
- both are nice

Friends or family:
- both pls

Have you Ever lied:
- yupp. all the time.chehh

Stole something:
- well...i wudnt call it stealing

Smoked:
- yeah

Hurt someone close to you:
- yeahh

Broke someone's heart:
- err. ntah

Wonder what was wrong with you:
- still wondering

Wish you were prince or princess:
- no thank you

Like someone who was taken:
- nope

Shaved your head:
- ooo...hot ke aku botak

Used chopstick:
- yeppa

Sang in the mirror to yourself:
- HAHAHAHAHAH yep


Favourites

Flower:
- bunga taik ayam

Candy:
- lollipop

Song:
- rock your cock

Scent:
- victoria's secret

Color:
- pink

Movie:
- harry potter

Singer:
- sitinurhaliza.hahahahahaha

Junk food:
- twisties

Website:
- myspace

Location:
- my room

Animal :
- kitty

Ever cried over someone:
- yupp

Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself:
- xmaw laa.Accept me for who i am idiot

Do you think you're attractive:
- semestinya saya dan maggi

If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose:
Belle.Beauty and the beast. <<-- alaa jaja ni.i pown nak belle laa hehe

Do you play any sports:
- is shopping considered as sports?if it is,id be champion ! ;p

number 21

1.32 am - december 20th 2008.
i cant sleep.eventhough i've said goodnight to my boyfriend about an hour ago.or it could've been more than that.i just went online,and just listened to music.my body doesnt feel that good.i've been feeling like im about to throw up anytime,and my body is like heating up.its from the inside. =S rasa mcm nak demam,tp x.anyways,chatted with dinie,phat,and acap teddy on msn.dah xde kerja.im supposed to be sleeping now,tomorrow we have to wake up early and gather at ika's hse.tgk laa aku boleh bgn ke x ni esok.haishh.anyways,i think i'll try and go to sleep now.daa~

instant nephews

the fake slim shady.hahaha.babi.budak kechik ni handsome sgt.aku geram.ni laa nephew aku,rayman/adik.sape nk ngorat,meh sini auntie dia interview dulu.

ni plak,daniel/abang.dia ni pak lawak sikit.suka posing mcm statue of liberty.-_-' aku pown x paham kenapa dia teruja sgt.dia kata dia suka pose pegang obor tuh.okay laa..aku pown x mampu nak kata apa dah selain meng-iya-kan aje apa dia ckp tuh.haha ;p

auntie yg sakai .

auntie ika and rayman.ada ke adik aku ckp ray mcm frodo baggins dlm gambar ni.


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harini aku dgn ika bwk budak2 ni gi jalan kat petrosains klcc,sbb diorang dah complain bosan duduk rumah.so kitorang gi petrosains,jaba,asma,and amir ikut sekali.rayman dah excited laa sbb uncle amir dia ada.hyper nak mampus budak2 ni,for a second there aku dah complain xmaw anak dah besar nanti,hahaha.jalan dlm petrosains tu mmg letih hbs arh.rasa nk tercabut kaki.nak kejar budak2 ni lagi.ingat senang ??? budak2 lari laju!aku gemuk,mmg semput lah.dah laa time nak lunch.ya allah foodcourt ramai nk mampus.so kitorang beli mcd and picnic kat depan fountain jea.panas pulak tuh,berteduh bwh pokok,bersila atas lantai,and bantai makan.yeahh!but overall we had fun. =) ohh.and bak kata abang ' ehh pretosains bunyi mcm potatosains aje'. haissshh.ada2 jeaa budak ni merepek dlm kepala dia.

pagi yg x berapa nak pagi

dhamira say: nite sakai
imon badak says: nite loser

haish.
this is what you call sisterly love.
you love em,but you cant admit em.

newly weds

aku x berkesempatan(btol ke perkataan ni?walaupun spm aku bahasa melayu A2,tp still pertuturan bahasa ibunda aku lopek.harap maaf)nak tunjuk korang muka abg sedara baru aku.ni dia gambar time wedding 6th december yg lepas.

berdiri : Ika and Kak Bop.
duduk : the bride and groom ; Kak In and Abg Yusran.
congrats to my cousin sister & cousin brother :)
kita sambung mengembangkan lagi family ni yeah.
lepas ni tunggu kak bop punya turn plak dgn izwan,hehe.

thank you

despite being in and out of friendship for countless of times,i still find myself needing her as much as i needed her before.i couldnt deny all the harsh words we threw into each other's faces,the horrible ways we treated each other,and i couldnt just rub away all the good and bad times we had all these years that we've been friends.we dont talk that often anymore,i practically have to lie to myself that things are different,and i could not let myself admit that i need her..but at fragile times like this,i cant restrain myself from looking for her,seeking emotional support,which im glad she still accepts me open arms,without an inch of remorse.she is the only one i tell everything to,without having to say much,as she does all the asking,and know exactly what to ask,and what to say.i hope you will never go away,friend.because you know i need you,even if i dont say it out loud.

balancing life

we dont always get what we want in life.
ada sesetengah benda,hanya dpt dilihat,tp xdapat nk disentuh.
ada sesetengah benda pula,dah mmg kita yg punya,tp masih x mencukupi.
tamak ke tu ? aku harap tidak .

babi

rindu...
benci benci benci :(

zbz oc kt

this is my new favourite series ; GR33K .

there's evan,casey,rusty,rebecca,calvin,frannie,ash,dale,and teng teng tenng,my favourite character in this series,Cappie !

he is just so cute,and i really adore his characteristics ;) tall,hot,and goodlooking,cool,cheeky,but sweet & very loyal in his own way.

@#%#@^@%@%!$$

LG KS360 ; i want !

okay,after iman showed me this phone,i fell in love instantly with it.the design is sleek,and cute,and beautiful.i just want it so badly ! both of us want it badly.i want the pink one that's for sure,and iman wants the silver one.but personally i think the red one looks hot too.arghh.so what we did was,made a proposal to papa.we asked him to buy these for us ! and make a deal to pay him back.installments laa.ahahahha.fixed price at rm 699 , me want it please please and pretty please ;( papa said he'd think about it first,and would let us know by the end of this month.arghh i really hope he'd say okay !

ares mcm sial

greek season 1 episode 4
kyle xy season 2 episode 10


dah nk dekat seminggu setengah aku download tp x dpt2 lagi.what the hell ?!i need those.feeeeeed meeee with greek kyle xy onetreehill & gossipgirl,i'll be happy.


GERAM BTOL .

situasi

lazy
crappy
moody ? not so .
cranky
grumpy
like shit.

yepp.

im hungry.i woke up around 9.30 today,went on9 for a few minutes,listened to some songs,and went back on the bed.layed down,roll left to right,just to find the right spot.but i couldnt sleep,i was thinking,until finally i fell asleep.i woke up again around 11.30.my head hurt,but its better now.i dont know for what reason,i just dont feel like doing anything today.not in the mood for nothing.i just feel like snuggling under the comforter,and laze around until its time for me to actually do something.i want to get some lunch,ibu already had hers,so she asked me to go out and get my own.i texted ting and aida,but they already have plans i assume.ting is at ayin's place,and aida didnt even reply my text.adik's not here,she went to pa's house earlier today.pa's taking her to get all her school stuffs,since school holidays are coming to the end,in less than 3 weeks.how fast time flies :(

as im writing this specific blog,im looking at the noteboard hanging on the wall infront of me.most of the stuffs pinned up on the board are pictures.pictures that means so much to me,or had meant something once upon a time in my life.pictures of moments captured in the past.moments that tells a story.

there are school class-pictures ; form 3,form 4,form 5. every year brought different memories,different people into my life.there's a picture of me,alan,afiq and dinie.the picture was taken during raya 2007 at my place.3 boys i was most close with in class.i miss them.there's the gift wrapper that was used to wrap the gift najiy gave me during valentine's day 2007,ticket of malam sekalung budi 3 2006,a ticket of the 'puteri gunung ledang' theatre play,where all of us went(the girlfriends),there's a picture of the 7 of us girls during hari karnival 2007,i dont know why i still keep this picture.its just a lie.that 7 smiling faces didnt know what was going to happen later.a picture of me,jaba,and ika in bandung.a picture of me and ika,a picture of me and adik,a picture of arief gigi,which phat gave me back in 2005/form 3,i remembered giggling gedykly when i got that picture.a picture of me when i was 15,a picture of ibu in her early 20's.my plane ticket to los angeles dated 2002.the f1 ticket which i went with ibu in 2003 i think,and this ticket is clipped together with the 'director' tag/phantom of the opera play 2004.i still remember every single thing that happened during those days we worked on producing the play.it was horrible!but it was fun.and there's a card given by phat at the end of the year 2002,before we ended our primary school days.there's 2 necklaces,one with a 'D' given by ashed,and another one with sea shells,given by phat.and ahh,my spm result slip pinned right at the bottom right corner of the board.oh last but not least,there's the paper cutting of the article written about a tragic accident that happened in october 2006.a friend was lost,and it really did make an impact to all of us.

so you see,all those stuffs pinned up on the board,are things that are meaningful to me,or things that reminds me of things or people that were once important in my life.it is,in other word,my external memory :)

dinie zulfadhli dah besar

Happy 18th Birthday Dinie Zulfadhli !
hope you had a great day with us 3 + adik sekali (:
reminds us of the good old days in school eh,hehe.
although you did lose the bracelet i gave you,
babi btol.aku xnak bagi pape kat kau dah doh !

************

agenda harini : lunch kat haji tapah permata,later luqman ngan awek dia dtg join.pastu gerak pavilion,beli ticket movie,tgk cerita apa nama,the day the earth stood still.sementara tunggu movie start,gi lepak starbucks,lepas tu gerak naik atas gi gsc.dlm movie x dok sekali.sbb seat dah mcm pecah2 semua.nak dok semua one row mmg kena dok row depan screen,mmg peracay kita semua nk dongak atas tgk movie.so afiq dok dgn aziera,luke ngan hazlin dok belakang afiq n aziera,row across afiq ngan aziera,aku dok ngan dinie,n iman dok sorang belakang aku.hehe.cian adik.movie mcm taik sebenarnya,sangap nk mampos.buang duit jea.lepas tu ingat nk mkn mcd sg.wang,tp x jd.sbb dah semak kl ramai sgt manusia.so kitorang decide nk lepak nz wangsa maju jea.kat nz mkn2,minum2,borak2,pastu hantar semua balik.hehe.best best harini .

adik,me,and my bestfriend.


gedyk.

opss sweet


syg korang =D

mampusss akuuu

wohh.dah pukul 12.30,tadi x lapar,skrg baru terasa nk mkn.xpe lepas ni gi carrefour dgn iman laa,cari makan,cari pasal.hehe.aku tgh dgr2 lagu ni,pastu tgh aku scroll playlist aku,aku nampak lagu nidji - hapus aku,terus aku click play.teringat mlm before wedding kak in minggu lepas,dlm kereta nk gi amik 'diva' kat lcct , - nyah yg make up kakak sedara aku time wedding dia,dlm kereta jaba pasang cd lagu indon2,and aku dok tukar2 lagu sampai aku terjumpa lagu ni.mmg kitorang 3 menyanyi laa.x pasti plak ika,yg aku taw aku ngan jaba dlm kete dah best nyanyi.haha.n teringat pulak dkat ibu,dia nak suruh masukkan lagu tu dlm ipod dia,tp x ingat title lagu,dia gi kata title lagu tu 'mampus aku' . hahahahahaha..bonda bonda..part mana ntah mampus aku. ;) papehal lagu ni best.

disini

letihnya.sakit badan.baru balik celebrate birthday sultan.haha chohh sikit aku nk celebrate birthday sultan.ye nya aku kena buang negeri pulak.tp part sakit badan tu btol laa.dah seminggu aku rasa mcm ni,badan aku sengal sakit2,kalau dpt urut kaw mmg syiokkk habis ah aku kata.x larat oh,celaka btol.ni baru balik nz.aida ngan iman mlm ni mmg melantak,dah makan kuey teow,lepas tu order burger sorang satu pulak.jumpa ali ngan syamil.haishh.adik2 chomel ;p budak budak , ohh budak budak ..aku download gossip girl x dpt2 lg,bangang btol.skrg follow cite baru.greek.haha layan gak laa.favourite character dlm cite tu, cappie . cute dehhhh .

happy birthday sultan selangor !

makan nasi ; gemok
makan angin ; kembong perut
makan penumbuk ; sakit
makan cili ; terasa laa pedasnye
makan hati ; kenyang gila

a hah !

surprisingly dr last week,sampai minggu ni,internet connection maxis broadband kat kolej laju jea.aku pown heran,tp xpe,im not complaining.lg bagus ! kalau x mcm mana aku nak online.ok.harini aku gi kelas els ada presentation,group dah laa ramai,tapi our presentation was great.cool jea!congrats to jaja & sep,diorang yg preparekan the slides i think.and the others yg came up with all the ideas presented*sketches,map,logo,name.etc.hehehe . ohh not to forget the fashion show.although i think the audience didnt really applaud bkn sbb bosan or x suka,it was because miss yaso warning jgn buat bising,nanti 5 markah kena buang.gila kejam ohh ;( ohh im hungry.tadi gi kafe,kedai2 x bukak ??? kecuali kedai mamak,and kedai nasi kat sebelah dia,tp td kedai tu baru bukak and aku malas nak dok situ sorang2,so aku beli pepsi and terus balik bilik jea.lepas ni nk gi kafe balik nk print assignment.eeeee malas ohh..kalau dekat xpe laa jugak.

korban

mcm mana cara paling senang nak tenangkan diri,bila hati rasa pedih?kalau ada ubat kat dunia ni yg boleh sembuhkan luka yg x nampak,lama dah aku beli.anyways,selamat hari raya aidil adha to all.pagi raya hujan,sejuk mendung jea.mencerminkan perasaan ramai org,lagi2 mangsa tanah runtuh bukit antarabangsa.budak2 mwt yg ramai dok atas sana,aku simpati laa.dah berapa kali plak en tanah runtuh kat B.A tuh.ibu pagi raya dah mandikan kucing,tp 3 ekor jea laa mandi.stuart,bat,dgn si kechik tu(lupa nk bgtaw ibu ada kutip anak kucing minggu lepas,dah kechik sgt,sian tinggal kat bwh.maybe nak bg mama et kowt).so kucing2 dah wangi.hee..

raya eve

pergh..what a tiring weekend it had been.prepare majlis pernikahan kak in dgn abg yusran.LETIH ok.x cukup tido,letih,mata dah mcm panda,badan lenguh2.siapa reti mengurut?tolong urut boleh ? ;p hehe . tp so far overall it was ok.family aku mcm biasa kecoh riuh-rendah satu rumah.mmg x sah kalau x bising sekampung kalau semua berkumpul sekali.the majlis was nice.kak in looked beautiful,and abg yusran sengal dan kerek seperti biasa.bising pulak camera ika penuh gambar aku aida dgn ting,and perli2 boyfriend aku plak.haha xpe aku bg can kat big bro kan.nasib baik esok cuti raya,xde laa nak ke kolej penat2. haha . skrg xde idea nk update apa kat blog,but i'll write more later,that's for sure !

antoo fighter

tghari tadi aku lepak kafe dgn abg2 & kakak2 aku . haha . shy ayoi awin myr and liya.kila xde pulak,tp ada before that aku nampak dia dlm kete dgn ayu,baru balik from kelas kowt.sampai kat kafe borak2,dpt tahu from diorang kila nye laptop kena curi,kuaja btol laa sape yg curi.dah laa tingkat 2 pulak tu,tingkat aku ! aku pulak selalu jea keluar masuk bilik x lock pintu..sian kila.anyways,tadi lepak dgn diorang , diorang cite pasal hantu,kena santau rasuk dan yg sekutu dgnnya.aku dgr jea laa,tapi aku ada la jugak menyampuk sekali dua cite pengalaman yg aku dgr from family members aku sendiri.cuak jugak dengar,haishh.liya pulak mulut celupar kata mlm ni hbs laa semua x boleh tido.ada jugak kang makan penyepak aku ! skrg aku rasa mcm letih plak,nak mandi,tapi mengantuk.jakgy laa lepas bgn tido.kelas mlm ni x pergi rasanye,x larat laa..letih..fizikal and mental.emosi pown letih echewahh poyo jea ;p papehal mmg x larat.nak tido jap. ngee ;D

selamat pagi malas- ia

malaysia
malaya
malas - ia.

yaaaaa malas , tu laa perkataan paling tepat nak terangkan perasaan aku skrg ni . malas nak pergi kelas.3 hari straight dlm seminggu kelas aku semua ada pagi.x kul 8,mesti kul 9.what the heckk.mengganggu ketenteraman awam btol.pape jea laa.lama jugak x update blog en.been bz lately.BZ LAA SGT,internet connection kat kolej jea yg mcm siput babi.lopek btol maxis broadband.harini dah hari rabu,aku ada kelas sampai 10 mlm kowt.lecturer part-time tu ok laa,cuma dia mcm boring skit..ngantok kaw nye laa dok dlm kelas dia -_-' aku rindu kwn2 aku gegila,lama x jumpa.ingat weekend ni nak lepak,tp masa x mengizinkan..sbb aku esok sampai sabtu akan bz dgn kak in punya wedding lg.hari sabtu ni dia bernikah,and ada family reception,bersanding besar-besaran 20hb nanti,and belah laki pulak the next day,on the 21st.so until then bz laa jugak .tp mcm laa aku tolong buat pape pown,tlg tgk and buat kacau ada laa hehe ;)

cerita baru ? x ada kowt. ohh haha dlm kelas psychology of communication aku,ada budak dcc ni sem berapa ntah , dia mcm pelik2 sikit,so last week was our first class with encik syukran tu la,he asked us to introduce ourselves.so lepas dah ' my name is dhamira' , my name is tu & my name is ni,sampai laa kat budak botak ni . (aku panggil dia BB jea laa,budak botak),time sampai kat dia,encik syukran tanya,what is your name,n jawapan bb ialah ... jeng jeng jeng.. 'err,my name is torres'. pastu encik syukran tanya bb where are you from ? .. 'im from liverpool' . ahahahahahahahaha aku mmg bantai tahan gelak.adoii .. @.@

lupa nak ckp,birthday aziera ain was on the 1st of disember.happy birthday to her :)
and coming up next would be dinie's. 13th . and elin,luqman,wai sekali.semua nye budak2 lopek birthday bulan disember.

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hellomoto.

yeahh.siot aku rindu kowt phone motorola aku yg mcm cibai dulu.walaupun bodoh keypad mcm haram,siap kena smash kat dinding,masih ada kat rumah phone tuh,tp x berfungsi dah laa.sekadar hiasan untuk mengingatkan diri tentang kisah silam.CHOHH sikit.apa ntah.aku dah laa tgh period,tambah period pain lg,mmg terbaring atas katil ni seksa sorang2.dah la x ada painkillers,lupa nak beli.harini ada kelas pukul 2 nanti,sampai pukul 5.lecturer dah laa encik azman!tidaaaaaaak~penat2 aku drop intro to pr sem lepas sbb nak lari dr dia,sem ni jumpa lg.taik btol la.lepas hbs kelas,balik hostel aku nak siap2 kemas barang,because ibu akan dtg and pick me up straight lepas balik kerja . dia dah book tickets nak pergi tgk ..twilight. hehe.aku bkn fan pown buku ni,x pnah baca pown.but Ika is one hell of a fan.and memandangkan harini hari last dia spm,dia dah merdeka,woohooo ! lompat katak laa dia.so saja nak bawak dia keluar enjoy,setelah sekian lama asik menghadap buku.nerd.haha.aku ingat lg hari last aku spm dulu,mmg aku buang hbs buku2 aku.tp dulu aku merdeka lebih awal dr kwn2 aku laa,sbb aku drop accounts,and accounts paper last diorang kena amik,so kira time hari aku dah merdeka tuh,aku sorang2 je laa enjoy.hari diorang hbs accounts tu yg diorang merdeka hbs-hbsan.amik gambar conteng sekolah semua x tunggu aku.babi btol.tp tghari tu aku keluar ngan dinie gi celebrate,satu kl kitorang jelajah naik kaki jea,yeahh ! haha . adoii .. sekolah,sekolah..

aku rindu aida ngokngek.dia x ada dari minggu lepas.hari jumaat,sbb balik kg.and aku ada laa dlm seminggu lebih x jumpa dia dah.xpe mlm ni aku balik,kalau sempat lepas hbs tgk movie,kita pi lepak ye ngek.mcm biasa.aku dah lama x layan perangai sengal kau tuhh.ngan cina murtad sekali and adik sekali aku angkut.

arhhhhh. dugaan .. dugaan ..

dah x ada goodnight wishes and kisses,
dah x ada morning kisses,
dah x ada orang kacau bangun tido pagi2,
dah x ada org yg nak dikacau pagi2,
dah x ada semua =(((

i miss you syg

hujan ohh hujan

kdg2 tanpa disedari perbuatan atau perkataan dari seseorang tu boleh menyakit dan menyinggungkan perasaan dalam diam.x sengaja,ataupun kejadian berlaku terlalu pantas sampai x perasan hati seseorang telah diguris.jadi mcm mana nak atasi masalah sebegini rupa dan yg sewaktu dgnnya eh ? haha . renungkan lah .. ^-^..

p/s: nak kena balik kolej dah,lepas dah lama x balik hostel tuh.arrhhh malas nnyaaa.rimas rimas. esok mula laa kelas first aku gi utk sem ni. @.@

po kuey teow

pinjaman mara mmg satu proses yg menyusahkan hidup x kisah yg masih hidup ataupun yg sudah meninggal dunia.benda nak isi punya laa byk,chop sana sini,saksi la,penjamin laa,certify sana certify sini.beserabut jiwa raga dan minda fikir semua.haishh.dahtu kasi 1 week jea nak gi settle semua ni.aku panas.tp bkn 'im hot' yerr ahaha.x apa lepas ni siapkan.masalahnye aku suruh ibu yg isi semua sbb tulisan ibu chantek,nak harapkan aku punya,doctor pown xkan paham.

ni aku br balik kolej,gi register kelas.sbb on9 nak register kelas dah exceed quota.aku x kira aku nak amik gak ! ada subject office application software sem ni,pebenda laa tuh ? mesti computer en, malehhhhhh.

ohh and aku dah gi tgk madagascar dgn epul,at last.hehehehe.'i like to moveee it move itt'. kelakar ah citer tuh.thanx syg :)

movie seterusnya,ngokngek ajak tgk selamat pagi cinta hari jumaat ni,lepas dia hbs exam,sebelum dia balik kg.tgk mcm mana ok ngek,inshaallah!

lalala letih

letih aku tgk.
lepas satu2 hbs download.
kyle xy s2,onetreehill s6,
gossip girl s2 ! semua best ;)
heheheh . weeeeee sangap .
harini gi kolej ada signing
agreement MARA.dr kol 9.30
sampai kol berapa ntah tadi.
lupa plak aku.mula2 duduk
sgn shy,ayoi,and awin.tp lepas
tu diorang suruh susun bdk2
bachelor dok tgh,bdk2 diploma
dok tepi.aku kena aa berpecah
dgn diorang.sedih jea. kambing
betul !

hari hari cari pasal

highlights di hari jumaat :

result exam .

& adik aku sampai kl !


result exam :
yeah smlm ting tido umah aku.pagi tadi bgn awal siap2 kitorang gerak gi kolej.aku neves nak amik result sbb aku takut kantoi.tunggu punya tunggu last2 dpt tgk result aku mcm hampeh.satu A- satu lg B.dah amik 2 subject pown x boleh dpt both A aku menyirap laa jugak.lepas dah balik dr kolej,kitorang 2 gi jusco aku nak bayar fon bill,dah kena bar sbb exceed credit limit rm100.huhu aku pown gi laa bayar,and round2 jap dgn ting.tgk2 bra.haha..celaka btol bra dkat jusco chantek2,tp time aku x ada duit laa br ada chantek.menyirap utk kali kedua dlm satu hari.lepas tu kitorang pown nak gerak aa lunch kat d'belanga.dah on the way ni,aida suruh call.mcm datin suruh org call2 plak.tp disebabkan kitorang ni kawan2 yg baik hati lg mulia,call lah.rupanya dia tgh tension sbb laki dia x balik utk 2 minggu walaupun uitm dah start cuti.dia rindu kashfi.aku paham perasaan dia .sian ngokngek aku muka basi jea :) kita 3 gi lunch,dah siap lepas tuh,teman aida gunting rambut kat hairworks salon depan d'belanga tuh.ni first time agaknya aida berambut pendek.ke pernah before this?aku xtaw laa tp selama aku kwn dgn dia,ni first time aku tgk dia dgn rambut pendek.dah hbs gunting rambut,kitorang gi carrefour nak beli kaler rambut aida sbb dia nak dye rambut.aku sbg sahabat yg concern pasal kwn,aku nak laa cheer kan aida.aku bg dia drive kete aku dr kedai rambut tu sampai ke carrfour.memandangkan dia dah pegang lesen P(muka lesen P kami mmg muka mintak penampar,kaki,dan seangkatan dgnnya.walaupun chomel.hahahah).ya allah,hanya tuhan jea taw betapa sabar nye aku dgn ting dgn cara panduan cik aida rozani.badan keras mcm kayu,tp aku support kau 100% doh.aku taw satu hari nanti kau akan jd drifter gak,leh kita ujikaji sama2 atas jalan nanti .dr carrefour nak balik rumah pown aku kasi dia drive,sampai laa ke parking lot akhirnya,alhamdulillah we got back home in one piece.aku masih muda,aku nak kawin dulu !!



kat rumah,kitorang dah sangap semua,tuka t-shirt ngan seluar pendek,semua siap2 and gerak swimming pool.kat situ mmg kitorang buat parak and x senonoh lgsg.ting boleh bukak salon plak dekat tangga tepi pool,and kaler rambut aida kat situ.sementara tunggu kaler kering,dia shampoo rambut aku.dah laa dia tonyoh kepala aku mcm cuci kain.keling btol.pastu mandi semua kat shower kat pool tuh.aku pk jakgy mak aku dpt surat aduan jea kang kena halau sbb anak2 dara dia buat kerja gila.hahaha lantak aa wey hidup sekali jea wekk.dah lepas tu last2 aku hantar diorang balik and gi lepak rumah Ika.

adik balik k.l :

kat rumah ika,aku lepak2 dgn ika.rindu ohh..lepas dia hbs spm aku mmg nak lepak kaw2 dgn dia laa..aku lepak rumah dia,pastu sampai tetido.taw2 aku terjaga ika buka pintu,and dgr org jerit2.aku kenal sgt suara tuh.adik akuuuuuuuuuuu ! yayayy.dia peluk ika,n aku peluk dia pulak lepas tuh.rindu dah berapa lama x jumpa ohh..adik kata aku dah gemok.perghh.aku mmg take it seriously oh.aku pown dah rasa bulat semacam.tu menjadi salah satu factor aku badmood harini.aku pk nak extreme diet jea bg kurus kering.tp kering2 x lawa plak.kau ingat aku nk jd mcm kate moss ke ? ply wood jea. hishh.

sampai rumah.adik terus on9 check myspace dia yg dah nk 2 bulan x bukak,aku pulak melekat depan laptop tgk gossip girl & one tree hill.gumbira rasa hati.tp x sgt laa.sbb aku rindu syg gegila ohh.sakit otak aku pk pasal dia memanjang ;(

dulu

rindu gegila oh.back then when all we had was each other's back.

meera.phat.aiman.ayie

the end

cuti nak hbs dah,
aku malas nak start sem baru !
aku malas nak gi kelas.arghh.
letih doh,letih ;) letih apa?
letih laa .

random

favourite songs to chill out to :

the art of losing - american hi fi
the boys will be out - the filthy souls
bet you look good on the dancefloor - arctic monkeys
smile for the paparazzi - cobra starship
the queen and i - gym class heroes
prince harry - sohodolls
cops and robbers - the hoosiers
come out and play - the offspring
the take over,the breaks over - fall out boy
talk to me,dance with me - hot hot heat
put your money where your mouth is - jet
i love rock & roll - new found glory
when did your heart go missing - rooney


enjoy :)

bila dah x ada kerja..

aku cari laa kerja lain nak buat.haha.aku amik gambar ni sebelum naik kereta nak kuar rumah amik aida & cika.sweet x sweet siput babi 2 ekor ni ? aku tepk laa,dah berapa kurun diorang tunggu nak bertemu,akhirnya kesampaian jugak hajat diorang nak make love,lepas gian.apa laa nasib jadi makhluk yg lembab seperti siput ni ? perlu byk bersabar ! semua org dah maju kedepan,diorang masih ketinggalan di belakang.x apa sabar tu separuh drpd iman,aku harap sabar tu juga separuh drpd siput,sbb kalau x,siput2 di serata dunia akan jd x penyabar .. ok aku dah merepek.smlm lepak dgn cika & aida dekat dv.aida makan laksa,cika mkn kuey teow,aku telan burger wooo sedap..lepas tu kitorang dah sangap.aida ajak jalan2,dia balik amik slr dia and kitorang gi dataran merdeka.nampaknye aku lately ni kerap pulak asyik ke situ jea.x apa laa best ohh aku suka dok situ.smlm pergi pown aku had fun.kitorang amik2 gambar mcm 3 pompuan gila x ada rumah .haha.kurang asam pulak tu ada mamat2 busuk kacau panggil2 kitorang artis.kurang asam perli.sbb kitorang bkn artis laa kitorang buat kerja gila hehehe.lepas dah rasa mcm dah cukup berfoto shoot sini sana,kitorang pown balik laa.aku hantar cika dulu n then hantar aida.best laa lepak ngan korang ok.walaupun dah lama and jarang gila lepak dgn cika,aku mengaku aku rindu laa.ni 3 org jea,kalau ramai2 mcm dulu kan lg seronok :)

muka ketat mcm nak pukul org jea.ni dia sifu dgn anak murid.

kitorang 3 .

aida.cika.aku

kena buli lg

aku tido kul 3 smlm,kena kacau bgn kul 7.30 pagi harini.siapa agaknye setan yg kacau aku tido tuh.mmg nak kena ohh.harini orientation utk budak2 november intake,agaknye ramai ke bdk2 baru sem depan ek ? kita tgk jea laa nanti.chehh mcm aku boleh bezakan pulak siapa bdk lama & siapa bdk baru.aku sakit perut lg dehh,baru hbs breakfast nasi lemak kerang & telur goreng,minum pepsi twist pulak tuh.mmg aa sakit perut en.dah nak dekat seminggu aku download onetreehill & gossip girl episode 9,tp sampai laa ni x hbs2 download lg,sumpah aku menyirap jerr. ohh yeah haritu aku tgk 90210,best jugak laa,tp mcm kacau sikit aa time aku tgk tu aku kat umah cousin aku,so x concentrate sgt.nak follow ohh,best cerita dia ehehe ;) apa agenda hari sabtu yg menyangapkan ni ?i.dont.know. sesiapa yg rasa ada plan best wehh tolong laa bosan gila ni. SOS.

goodmorning

sunshines.

busuk ohh syg kejut aku harini awal,padahal tgh mengantok kaw gila.dahtu buli suruh mandi terus.x pnah2 aku bgn tido pastu mandi terus.hahahaha KANTOI.ok laa so skrg dah wangi,kelaparan pulak.ibu x kerja,so boleh ajak makan luar,x tu sll aku dok rumah kebulur sorang2.ibu petang nanti nk gi tgk 007 : quantum of solace dgn kwn2 dia,dia tanya aku nak ikut x.aku segan pulak nak ikut ibu dan angkatan-angkatan org yg ..er...berumur ? hahahah x laa kwn2 dia laa.nanti semua borak office-talk,aku dok dgn diorang ternganga jea lost x paham apa.baik aku dok rumah jea.apa agenda hari jumaat,sabtu,ahad ni ? ohh aku ada bgtaw ke aida ngokngek dah lulus ujian jpj dia,yg kali kedua ! bagus bagus,pasni kau pulak drive kereta kuar,hehe.ting cina pula dah dpt call from airasia,dia dpt jd air-hostess!dia tunggu nak gi medical check up jea isnin ni,and lets see how it goes from there.goodluck cina.wooohh lepas ni aku ngan aida airasia jea laa memanjang.hehehehe.orait nak korek makan jap dlm dapur,daa ;)

yuck fou

gym class heroes .
one of their song title :
peace sign / index down.

cuba buat peace sign first,
then put your index finger down
(jari telunjuk)err,betul ke aku
eja ni ? ahh x kesah.ok dah buat?
apa dpt ? hahaha.

bodoh.

devoted to you.

that is what i am baby,i am only devoted to you.i can never see other girls get your attention,because i want to be the only girl you ever want to impress.i want to be the only girl you want to wake up to,wanting to see my face smiling to you everytime possible.i want to be the girl you need,you want,you love,and you trust most.i want to be that girl you think about when you think of the word forever.i want this love to last more than anything,because since you walked into my life,all i can ever think about is you,and loving you is something i know i will never get bored and tired of doing so.

i love you.

p/s: ni bkn kitorang yerrr,ni couple kitorang amik gambar kat midvalley.terbaek jeaaa position,tunggu kereta dia valet parking kat situ.GET A ROOM,or somewhere secluded the least you could do.haha.bodoh.

ni baru kitorang yea,hehe.

footnote : aku x tgk heroes sampai hbs pown.kul 12 hbs,aku kul 11.30 dah masuk bilik.terus tulis blog ni,n dgr lagu.sian windows media player aku mlm ni dah penat agak nye play lagu sama dah berapa juta kali pulak en,aku put on repeat.lagu apa nak taw ? lagu _______ , aku sorang jea taw sudah hahaha noob ! i will love you till the day i die :) .. lalalalallala ~

peter petrelli

hoih.aku stress sakit kepala otak aku.anak jiran aku yg mana satu dok menangis melalak dari tadi sampai bingit telinga aku mendengar ni.hang nak pi teriak,boleh dak pi teriak hat celah tersorok sikit,jangan nak ganggu ketenteraman awam,ESPECIALLY MINE !.grrrh.dah laa aku sakit perut 2-3 kali keluar masuk toilet(ooops,malu nye haha ).harini hari khamis,6 november,heroes premier season 3 woot woot.ibu yg paling looking forward,sbb dia fanatik.aku hanya ikut mcm2 tu jea sbb x berminat sgt,harap maaf.ya ampun,budak kecik td dah hbs menangis,kucing aku pulak dok buat orkestra,meow sana sini.arghhhh.Abe laa ni,ntah apa dia nak cerita tu agaknya.dia nampak awek cun a.k.a kucing betina lalu kat bwh kowt.dia mengintai dari balcony,huahuahuahau.gatal punya kucing.sama mcm tuan dia ke ? x ahh tuan dia x gatal,tolong sikit !

=(

x pernah bermaksud nak menyakitkan hati ..
and xnak disakiti ..

gambar membawa seribu maksud

ye ke ? aku rasa gambar sebenarnya satu benda yg sgt hipokrit.contohnya gambar kat atas ni yeah.sila lihat,dan observe.aku dgn afiq,time ni couple,dlm gambar nampak mcm happy,bajet akan last lama gila lah.semua tuh dusta jea.kata-kata afiq semua tipuuuuu.haha.beberapa bulan lepas gambar ni rasanya kitorang break.phat pulak(sebelah aku),time ni kawan baik aku,skrg ckp pown dah jarang.dulu sll buat semua sama-sama,skrg nama pown dah lupa agaknya.lisa(rambut pendek),ex afiq.yesss afiq boyfriend aku time tuh.masa aku couple ngan afiq aku dgn lisa x berckp,padahal sebelum tu kitorang agak baik,tp disbbkan laki,jd mcm ni.naik form 4 kitorang baik balik.skrg pown still keep in touch,aiman(garu kepala),time ni aku baik gegila dgn dia.text mesti setiap hari,dia time tuh hidup still tunggang langgang dgn cika.tp dia lah kawan sejati aku time form 3 tuh,selain dr ayie.tp skrg,ada sampai berbulan bulan dah aku x contact dgn dia.padahak myspace ada,msn ada,facebook ada.dinie(still gemok mcm bola time ni),kalau tanya aku balik time tuh,aku xkan sangka yg 2 thn lepas tuh dinie akan jd bestfriend aku,sbb time tuh,dia mmg perangai mcm setan bertanduk x terkira. dia suka buli aku kaw2 gila babi sampai ada sekali aku menangis sbb dinie ngan aqmal buli aku time sejarah,and buat aku kantoi dgn cikgu..aku lupa nama cikgu tuh.and dlm gambar ni,2 thn lepas thn ni phat dgn dinie couple,siapa sangka?phat pulak pnah suka aiman.zainol(sandar kat aiman),x ada apa kowt,cuma hiasan jea dlm gambar ni.tp mulut dia mmg celupar.semua org pown dia suka bahan.so betul x bila aku kata gambar ni satu benda yg hipokrit?dlm gambar semua org nampak gembira,padahal x pown.gambar yg menceritakan drama2 bersiri berlaku dekat tmn melawati.hahaha.bodoh siot.form 3 dulu.

gambar dan isi blog mmg ada kena mengena dengan yg masih hidup , dan karakter2 x diubah nama.kalau ada yg sensitif harap maaf.ni sekadar hiburan nak ingat balik cerita2 bodoh dikala masa2 naif dan bodoh

kebenaran tu menyakitkan

arghhhh realiti mmg mcm haram.
benci benci benci benci.aku benci rasa mcm ni.

kenapa lah

sakit kepala,tekak aku kering,badan aku pown sakit sakit,sengal lenguh semua.aku tido kul 1.45 ingat nak bgn lambat harini,tapi tgk 9.30 jugak aku bgn.tetiba terjaga.aku nak download lagu the filthy souls x ada pulak,babi ohh.ting call aku td tanya aku mcm mana,huhu..jujur,jawapannye x ok.aku lapar,x ada benda nak mkn.aku rasa mcm nak sambung tido jea laa balik,tghari sikit ke ptg aku bangun balik mandi,n dok dlm bilik sampai esok pagi.haha..rekod hbs.

bye !

selamat pagi

wangsa maju,
taman melawati,
dan malaysia !

aku bangun harini pukul 5.45 pagi,kena kejut dgn ibu.mmg aku heart-attack kejap pagi td,sbb tgh syiok tido kan.lepas tu aku mcm mamai2 kejap,and bangun siap2,nak kena hantar ibu gi lrt,dia ada event treasure hunt,mcm biasa,dgn kwn2 ofis dia.rajin gila ibu aku masuk benda alah ni.sbb otak dia creative and pandai,dia suka solve2 benda.nak harapkan aku ? aku tido boleh lah.lepas dah hantar ibu,aku terus balik.malas2 kejap,tgk tv,patu perut aku start menyanyi.mula2 lagu soul rnb jea,slow,lepas tu tukar jd jazz,hiphop,rancak sikit,and terus jd rock !aku terus keluar gi cr nasi lemak.lebai malang betul,wangsa maju x ada org jual nasi lemak ! aku panas.aku fed-up aku terus gi beli nasi lemak J.on the way balik,aku singgah kedai runcit beli milo dgn chocolate snickers.hehe yayy skrg perut dah gumbira.rock concert sold out.aku dah mcm ular sawa.aku text syg suruh bangun,x ada respon pown.tido mcm kayu.nak call takut kacau pulak dia tido skejap jea.sian dia.x apa laa,biar dia bangun sendiri.jangan bangun lambat sudah.nak keluar ! ;))

orait,aku nak mandi.and cr benda2 nak dibuat sementara tunggu hari berlalu.
bosan dehh.

-

kenapa org pada mulanya semua kelakuan lain,
tapi lama2 berubah ? bkn mcm org yg kita mula2
kenal dulu.

letih

harini x ada laa membosankan sgt.aku x buat apa pown.aku tgk friends,grey's anatomy,and aku jugak tgk cerita geng bas sekolah dekat channel astro ceria.jujur kata cerita tu cerita paling bodoh aku pernah tgk,and if aku ada anak2,aku xkan bg anak2 aku tgk cerita tuh.aku xkan even subscribe astro ceria agaknye!bodoh ! spongebob pown bahasa melayu.mengundang betol.aku baru balik from the curve dgn aida.kitorang had dinner at the apartment,it was nice.and afterthat we went to watch 'my best friends girl' dekat cineleisure.hehe.the movie was ok,not great,but ok.it was nice going out with aida.i needed it =) i needed out.skrg aku mengantuk.esok apa plan ? xtaw lg. tido laa.kemas rumah ke.bersepah mcm hutan.

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perempuan2 x ada kerja kat the curve.haha.
coincidently we both wore white shirts.
haha.cun cun.syg kau aida.
thanx keluar ngan aku tonight.

p/s: lagu akon baru ni apa title? ' i wana make love right na na nowww,i wana make love right na na nooww'..hahaha bodoh betol.dah gian sgt akon.

short post

jenny with nate ?
kurang hasam punya jenny.
nate is mine ! haha.

bitch.

isn't he just yummy? grrrh

satu dua tiga lima ?

aku bangun awal jugak laa harini.xtaw nak buat apa.tadi dah mkn rendang ibu dgn nasi himpit.kenyang?x sgt.still lapar.lepas ni nak masak laa kalau rajin.mandi pown belum lg,padahal dah pukul ,hampir pukul 1 tghari.skrg tgh tgk one tree hill,br hbs dl episode 8 :) gossip girl masih lg dlm progres,hehe.agenda utk harini ? x ada plan lg so far.mlm jumaat.hmm,apa nak buat ? dating ? x ada dlm agenda even if aku nak pown.kidnap aida keluar laa,ting mungkin x ada sbb dia ada halloween party.syok nye.x apa.kidnap aida ajak pergi lepak mana2 buang masa.saja nak release tension ~ teringin nak chocolate cream chip starbucks la.that would be a good idea.malam ni inshaallah .

sambung tgk on tree hill . daa!

wooh

mlm ni mood aku mmg kucar-kacir.
mood aku terbang keluar tingkap,and
secara langsungnya aku moody skrg.
aku xtaw apa sbbnya,penyebabnya,
apa yg boleh buat aku chill.yg aku taw
aku rasa semua sekali.aku tgh marah,
bengang,benci,geram,sedih,sebak.aku
pown x paham asal.kenapa kenapa
kenapa ? aku just nak someone dgn aku
skrg ni.kekasih ke,kawan ke,x kisah.
aku just nak senyum,gelak2 mcm setan,
ceria..

*aku pening,sakit kepala,sakit badan.
nak tido jea rasa .

hari malang

hari ni mmg aku asyik ditimpa kecelakaan jea,apalah nasib aku.lepas satu,satu..first,aku gi lunch ngan ting,aku pakai cincin phat bagi,patu aku buka letak atas meja sbb nak makan.dah balik,siap balik rumah mandi,gi mwt beli brg,hantar ting rumah ayin,nak balik rumah balik,aku tetiba perasan cincin tu x ada kat jari aku ! aku dah cuak gila babi aku tanya ting dia nampak aku amik balik x cincin tuh,dia kata xtaw.aku terus gi kedai makan tu balik tanya pekerja dia,lepas dia tanya semua,tetiba abg tu dtg hulurkan aku cincin tu,fuuuhhh aku hembus nafas panjang.senang hati dapat balik.lepas tu aku ke carrefour plak.cari2 parking,last2 jumpa,aku reverse park,tgh elok dok nak elak tiang2 kat tepi,tetiba aku dgr bunyi tuuppp,aku tgk cermin,shit.aku langgar kereta.aku turun laa dr kereta aku,x gugur jantung aku tgk kereta apa belakang aku.bmw x5.ya allah.aku time tu hanya mampu berdoa dlm hati jea la yg x ada benda serious pown.paling malang sekali tuan kereta tu ada dlm kereta dia.SIAL.dia turun.tgk kereta dia,x ada apa.dia pakcik,x muda,x tua sgt.dia tanya laa,dgn nada yg x marah lgsg,laa x nampak ke kereta,nasib x ada apa,xpe lah.aku dah mintak maaf gegila kat situ.lepas tu aku terus belah naik escalator.mata aku dah berair dah,tgn aku dah menggeletar.fuuhh fuuhhh.aku sampai atas,aku terus tuju atm. sbb papa kata dia br bank in duit dlm acc aku.aku fikir,ok laa,nak menyedapkan hati,aku nak cucuk laa sikit duit,gi beli baju yg aku tgk dgn ibu semalam.sekali aku tgk,balance aku rm20 jea.dah laa x boleh withdraw plak tuh,aku try kuarkan sepuluh ringgit.cibai.lepas tu aku menyirap sgt semua nye mcm celaka,aku round laa sorang2 carrefour tuh.masuk nagoya usha kain,masuk kedai2 tgk baju,gi toilet,and aku duduk atas bangku kat tepi kedai.aku text syg 3 kali,x rep.x apa.aku text dinie.aku bgtaw aku cuak gila.takut.and aku rasa mcm bodoh.dia tolong cool down.lepas tu aku rasa ok sikit,and at last aku amik keputusan nak balik.aku turun carpark,naik kereta,and belah.aku x pergi mana dah,balik terus rumah.

haihh.kalau laa aku ranapkan x5 pakcik tadi.sampai aku anak 5 pown x terbayar agaknye .

pagi

arghhh,aku x cukup tido.smlm balik2 aku dah ngantok nak mampus,tukar baju naik atas katil reply msg syg ngan dinie pown tutup mata,tup tupp aku terlena.sedar2 ibu kejut dah hampir kul 7.aku masuk toilet basuh muka,gosok gigi,tukar baju,n hantar ibu gi ofis.time pergi jam nak mampus. babi btol.time balik nasib ok jea.aku dgn mata sembab nye,rambut bersepah nye,ngan selekehnya,aku pakai laa sunglasses aku,konon nak sorok dr dunia.chewahh.otw balik,dekat sec6,aku singgah beli nasi lemak,aku beli lauk kerang ngan telur goreng,and aku beli karipap.kelaparan dehh.ni masuk2 rumah aku terus on9 kejap,sbb smlm aku nak on9,internet mcm tooooooooooooot buat hal.nak gi makan,lepas makan aku sambung balik.

p/s: kereta ada ngan aku laa seharian ni.this means,boleh merayap laa!hahahaah. >.<

6.42 pagi

aku terjaga pukul 6 td.sbb ? aku pown x pasti.mungkin sbb tetiba aku rasa x sedap,sakit perot.celaka laa period pain ni,nasib kali ni x sakit teruk mcm biasa.kalau mcm biasa tuh,aku dah terguling atas lantai siap menangis gila2 lg,x tahan sakit dia ohh,azab,azab..aku terjaga dr tido,aku check phone,ada 5 messages.aku baca satu2,ada yg aku reply,ada yg aku x.lepas aku keluar toilet,aku singgah depan laptop jap,check myspace,x ada apa pown,terus aku login blog aku.hehe . agenda harini ? x pasti lg.kemas bilik sikit,kemas rumah,basuh baju.bak kata ibu,jangan tunggu x ada baju lgsg nak pakai baru nak basuh ! fooohh,mulut ibu2 ni mmg dicipta utk ckp benda yg menusuk kalbu betul eh.tu dah kena tepek 100% dah tuh.aku iye kan jea laa.last2 aku basuh baju aku sorang jea,tu pown kena bebel jugak.haha!iye laa aku basuh baju aku laa,wat apa aku basuh baju lain.tgh period2 ni lg laa aku kena berjaga-jaga sikit,kalau time x period pown aku mkn byk,time period appetite besar,so bayangkan laa if aku makan 2 kali ganda dr biasa ! waaaaaaaa. sekelip mata aku boleh jd rupa nutty professor.badan besar,kepala kecil -_-' eeeee ngeri.

ohh p/s: cheyy,ngokngek pown dah ada blog.aku tunggu benda best2 dr kau wehh .

p/s(2) : aida kau bwk kete mak kau en ! kalau kau terer x apa gak . aku report mak kau ni. haha. berani kau..mwt tu byk polis.haishh.xkan nak guna kuasa 'hot' kau,dorang x makan laa.

kesabaran

semua org ada tahap kesabaran yg berbeza,bergantung kepada individu la dia nak atasi kesabaran dia mcm mana.mcm aku,kesabaran aku pown ada tahap dia sendiri.bila dah sampai tahap maksima,mmg habis meletup semua,gunung berapi pown x tentu menang.susah betul nak jadi seorang yg penyabar.TOLONG LAA WEY.ajar mcm mana =/

28 october 2008

How old will you turn in 2009?

** 19 bebeh

Would you date someone 8 years older than you?

** eee.too old ?

What were you doing at 4am this morning?

** sleeping

Whats your relationship with the person you last texted?

** father daughter

What did you do today?

** nothing yet so far

What is the last card game you played?

** uno

Will your next kiss be a mistake?

** no it wouldnt !

Where are your siblings?

** kat penang

If you found out you couldnt have kids, would you adopt?

** yes yes i would

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

** would love to,but no thank you

Are you in love with anyone?

** syaiful nizam dasril

Are you a jealous person?

** very

When was the last time you slept on the floor?

** few weeks ago

And your name would be?

** dhamira

Is your phone close to you?

** nope

What is bothering you right now?

** ntah la

What does your last received text message say?

** from papa,saying he's moved to kota damansara.

Where are you right now?

** in my room

Are you listening to music right now?

** yupp !

Do you like country music?

** not really

Do you like your first name?

** love it

Last thing you drank?

** mineral water

Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?

** yeah sometimes !

Do you think that you’re a good person?

** ntah laa.jahat kowt?

Are you currently frustrated with your life?

** nope

Who are your idols?

** paris hilton.haha

Do you know anyone in a long distance relationship?

** aida ngokngek

Are you confident with yourself?

** nope.

What colors are the walls in your room?

** blue and white

Do you have any nicknames?

** yeah

Who is the last person of the opposite sex to text you?

** papa

Do you sing a lot?

** no. just sometimes

Are you currently interested in someone?

**yeah . hehe

What song are you listening to?

**sohodolls - stripper