hello from shah alam

will spend the night here at my uncle's hse.
gona catch a movie after this,esok mau fly dah,yaaaahhh.
hope to have a good time there,eventhough im sick right now.
i.hate.this.coughing!
its unstoppable.

the unfair side of life

current song playing : taylor swift - love story



i just sit here all day long,doing nothing more than eat and watch tv.my coughing hasnt reside yet,its gotten worse.im waiting for my clothes to dry,and continue packing for the upcoming trip.i wish i can spend tonight with him,seeing that i wont be able to talk to him 3 days straight when im away. :( i just have to live with that for now ayy.i'll see him later when i come back,i guess.for now,i'll just curl back up cozily in my comforter,and chilling to music.

adios amigos.

footnote ;
aku rindu sangat-sangat kat:

dinie zulfadhli
ee hui ting
aida rozani

&& syaiful nizam dasril

=/

blast from the past

as i was sitting infront of my laptop,suddenly there was a knock on my window.a jolt of excitement shot through my body,the same feeling i used to get once upon a time ago,this is because not many people knock on my window,just those few people that have been missing in my life these days.i looked nervously outside the window,and i saw a familiar face.a face i havent seen for quite some time.ishmael was standing there across my bedroom window.i can still remember looking at that face,talking to him through the window,the same way we did tonight,many years ago.i was extremely surprised to see him,i even felt a little overwhelmed,because knowing that he stopped by tells me that he still remembers me :) and then i saw azri.how i miss the old days,just hanging out by the window,chatting into the night,talking about nothing most of the times.

time pass by,people change,leaving behind memories like footprints in the sand.

haha. Right Here babyy.

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
White Flag

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
What Hurts The Most

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Sweet Dreams Remix

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Lagu Untukmu

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Love Dont Let Me Go

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Naughty Girl

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
False Pretense

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Fallen Angel

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Still Waiting

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Marabahaya

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Misery Business

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
If I Aint Got You

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Worried About Ray

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Kiss Kiss

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Swing Swing

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
In Too Deep

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Fall For You

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Estacy

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Superstar

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Miracle

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Empayar Mu

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Right Here

dry hair

i have really dry hair,and i have no idea what to do!what is the best product to use?any useful tips for dry,coarse,and brittle hair?

help

=S

Al-Jamalullail ke Pulau Pangkor.

i just got back from pulau pangkor yesterday evening.went for holidays with my mother's family.ramai sgt2.to sum it up,in total we booked almost 20 rooms ; nak dekat 65 orang semua plus cucu2 sekali.haha.it was fun :) it was rayman and daniel's first holiday with our family,and they had tons of fun.we swam in the sea,played by the beach,main volleyball sampai sakit semua,waterballoons,and treasure hunt!bbq semestinya ada mlm pertama tuh.supposed to go to snorkeling,but the weather was bad on our 2nd day there,so sad ;( we played Taboo,and please remind me not to recruit izzat into my team the next time we play Taboo!he's useless,haha main setakat "aaaa,aaaa..." mmg menang laa kan team kitorang.and most important was we had karaoke!hheheh.penuh satu bilik tuh.orang2 tua semua sibuk menyanyi,orang2 muda berborak,bdk2 kechik lari sana sini main bubbles,makan sweets,menari2,hyper lebih.nak cerita what happened there mmg xkan hbs laa,but here are some photos of us =D

ray & dan excited nak naik ferry

chilling on the deck

yellow team + white team. kalah dgn team hitam!

HAHAHAHAHAH ;P

Ika,Intan,Boy,before the volleyball match with UPSI.

Ayah Olan,Intan,Ma ET,Ayah Long

waterballoons!

haha.family

monyet terlepas

last day in pangkor

photo blogging

my two most favourite J.Co donuts : Oreology and Da Vin Cheeze.yummmm

tetiba teruja nak amik gambar ni.
lokasi : Giant Kota Damansara

saya x pernah tgk ulat bulu depan2.

my sisters.

bulu kening & ikan.

fiend

wow.
its like a pang in the face.
it makes you think real hard who are your real friends,and who are the fake,worthless ones.im just wondering whether all these while,everything was just an act.if it was,then that person should be nominated best actor/actress ever.a lie so powerful it made me believe it was real.i thought being a double-face would be so hard,but honey you make it look so damn easy.

the things you do,the words you say,stuffs i hear about you,confuses me.i never would have known you'd be this twisted.but life has it own way showing the truth eventually.and this is my time learning my bit.

rabu yang babu

lalallalal..i woke up this morning,sbb ada org tiba2 rajin jd alarm clock.slalu tu aku yg kejut dia.hehehe.tapi aku x g kelas pown this morning,sbb headache teruk sgt.kelas tghari pown plan xmaw g.at first i doubt there would be any class,sbb ada dean's award ceremony ape ntah.so around 2 i went out to buy lunch at the cafe,and met one of my classmates on the way.he said class xde.i said yeah i bkn nak g kelas pown,but nak gi cafe.hehe.now im in my room.and again miracle happened,internet broadband tetiba laju.wahhhhh @.@ haha . im blogging,myspacing,and doing office's assignments.so far i've done 4 out of 6,im finishing the 5th,and i dont know when im doing the 6th.i want to finish it before chinese new year.i dont want my holidays to be ruined by these...minor holiday crashers.hahah.can i really call my assignments that?geez i dont know.anyways last night i went out with epul.nak pi tgk movie.sekali dkat mid ada satu mamat ni bagi tickets free utk cite brides war.tickets tu were given out by mix fm.kitorang amik jea laa,rezeki rezeki dapat ticket free,and citer yg not even out yet.haha.best ahh citer tuh.i really like anne hathaway!so korang g laa tgk eh nanti! ;p

birthday boy

Happy 19th birthday Afiq Zainal :)
Paling tua dari kitorang semua.

what a day

today started of with me waking up to wake up epul.tapi ntah berapa kali aku call tp x angkat!aku tido balik.and then at 9 bangun and cpt2 siap,sbb ika's coming to pick me up and go to kak in's hse.dekat situ pulak,kitorang bfast,mama et masak cucur pisang,sbb kak in(FYI tgh pregnant skrg ni!!!),dah teringin nak cucur.gedyk gilaaaaa taw.pastu tgk teh ais aku pown dia dah ckp sedap.patu dia sebut pasal pie la,pastu jagung pulak.haha.adoii..preggers.afterthat teman ika tolong danial buat homework dia.

he's so funny.ada satu soalan tuh,tanya nama ibu saya... dia dah " alamakkk susah laa sbb ada 2" (mak btol dia,and mak tiri dia:kak in),so ika suh letak nama kak in laa a.k.a mummy nina dia.ika kata laa ok nama mummy nina wan..nuraina..mcm mana nak eja wan ? abg dgn muka innocent tapi lawak jawab, " ahhh O .N .E laa." bahahahhahahahaha aku dgn ika bantai gelak.x tahan akuuu.lurus btol budak kechik.pastu dah abg dah belah gi skolah,si adik pulak balik.



chomel jea.tapi rebellious.balik sekolah bkn maw mandi!tukar baju jea.org suh mandi,mcm2 alasan dia bg ohh.nampak gayanye rayman bley gang ngan auntie mira dia laa,aku pown malas mandi.haha ;p passssssstuuuu..... ada satu tragedi (haishhh tragedi oktober),tgh aku duduk kat dining table kat bawah,rayman depan aku,mama et atas lantai,kak tuti kat dapur,tiba2 kak in panggil ika suh naik,ika pown naik.kitorang dgr laa suara diorang dr bawah,prak prukk prak tetiba bedentumm bunyi mcm ada accident ahh.aku terus naik ahh lari risau gila pape jd,lg2 kat kak in,dah laa pregnant.patu aku naik tgk ika dah terduduk sandar kat dinding pegang muka dia.kak in lak intai kat pintu toilet,suh aku amik towel dia kat balcony.aku amik cpt2,and tgk2 rupanye ika terlanggar sliding door.hahahaha.mula2 aku mcm cuak ah,muka dia mmg tgh muka sakit gila babi.aku pusing tgk sliding door,perhh mmg crystal clear aah.caya kak tuti cuci sental cermin sampai clear mcm tu sekali doh.sampai ika pown x nampak main redah jea.nasib x pecah jea,x cacat dah muka ika.kak in plak gelak,siot en!kitorang turun,and ika tuam muka dia dgn towel panas.hahah adeh...tragedi..tragedi..

and after lepak2 situ kejap,mama et pown hantar kitorang gi lrt.kitorang gerak kj and tunggu aliq situ.1st place gi was one utama.kitorang main bowling!i sucked like hell.both game aku last.bengong btol.after bowling,kitorang round2,mostly masuk kedai baju.ahh x kisah tarik jea aliq sekali.ahaha.and later we went to ikea to have our dinner.yum yumm sedap ok.kenyang!

our plate of meatballs.

lepas dah mkn,kitorang round ikea,aku beli lampu,and ada laa satu benda gantung ni utk simpan barang.heheh.so conclusion nye,today is one of the best days i've ever had in my life.spending time with 2 of my favourite ppl,although 1 is missing.jaba gi kem pekejadah ntah.xpe im looking forward to raya cina.we're all going to pangkor!!hehe.so till then ppl, chalo !!!

hah

ego aku tinggi sangat.
blablabla
-_-

s.o.s !

1stly,aku nk gi thread eyebrow ! dah mcm hutan tropicana life.
2nd,aku lama dah x lepak dgn 2 pompuan tuh.mano wehhh ?oldtown lg laa pe lagi.
3rd,aku nak handphone tu doh.duit oh duit.asal x hujan duit.kan best.mcm citer bedtime stories en hujan gumballs.hahaha.
4th,aku lapa!!!!!mane ibu ni balik laa cpt pls

so sweet

jaba walaupun hide topfriends kat myspace,tapi bila aku korek,aku tgk ika 1st,aku 2nd,and awek dia 3rd.topfriends dia letak 3.so kitorang 3 jea.paling penting tu aku ngan ika 1st and 2nd laa.dia syg cousins dia ok.FULLSTOP.hehehhe. ;p

hi - tea

dilemma.im such in a deep shit.
kelas els is having a hi-tea session on valentine's day,aku xtaw laa aku kuar ngan epul x on that day,but nasib the hi-tea powb 2 jam jea,3 to 5 en?i think so.yg paling x best nye,everyone is required to participate.kena perform,any kind of performance pown boleh ajaaah.aku nak buat apa?menyanyi?DUHH.kalau semua classmates aku nak ribut taufan,boleh laa aku nyanyi nanti.dance?lagi lah!!!!main guitar?i would love to,too bad i dont know how to play the freaking guitar.the piano?im not sure dkat tmpt tu ada piano ke x.and i havent touched the piano in years.arghhhh pening nya!!!boleh x pergi tp x perform apa2.makan jea laa,that's what i do best.haha ;p lalallalalala

caya x caya?

x lopek pulak en.smlm aku kuar masuk rumah dari siang sampai mlm ntah berapa kali,tapi aku still manage utk habiskan 2 assignment!kelas saiko punya,and kelas office.aku x anta satu assignment Sangeetha hari jumaat tuh.hehe.harini kul 8 aku dah bangun dah,padahal smlm tido lambat!almost 4, 3 something laa..jakgy nak gi melaka,anta barang2 adik.gedyk ohh dia tuh.menghabiskan duit ibu ngan papa jea.tapi bagus jugak,alang2 papa tanya pasal adik,dia tanya aku sekali,so aku jawab jea laa aku tinggal rm70 jea untuk sampai akhir bulan,padahal dlm bank ada rm57 jea.aku tipu laa xnak dia pk aku boros gila bulan ni!aku pown lupa mane gi duit aku sume?and papa pown bg laa duit lg.yayayyy ahahahaha ;p

@.@

holy shucks.

gahh my body is aching like FCUKNUT.what the hell does this word mean anyway?nada.nothing i dont know.downloading gossip girl.lembab.BODOH!i hate you ares.if you were a person i'd fuck you so bad.eee hahah bunyi mcm pervert.bosan deh.dah tgh pokai ;( shitto . wana take a shower,and watch tv i guess afterdiz.im so bored.so long suckers(ilham dari movie ScoobyDoo,hehe)

photo blogging

aku kachak

org tua yang bajet

adik kakak

4 brothers lah sangat

upin dan ipin

milo ais fuze 3 in 1

internet kat kolej lembab!aku tension jea.asik2 terdc,ym & msn.dahtu myspace lembab nak mampus nak load.aku nak bukak email xley.eeeee benci benci benci!harini berjaya x sentuh nasi,1 day down,how many more can i go ahh?tgk esok aku dah kalah dah.haha.anyways,skrg kul 1.30 pagi,dah ngantok sbnrnya,tp x kaw lagi.esok kelas dah laa kul 8.i hate morning classes!bodoh.hurmph.tadi aqmal call,haha surprised but glad.rupanye kawan dia yg tego aku kat msn,chat2 ngan dia,later baru taw tu bkn aqmal!tertipu tipah.pastu aqmal call,suh layan kawan dia tuh,dia nk tido,tapi borak2 kjap.mengundang btol.bila maw lepak lg ? tunggu abg pilot balik laa next time hehe. and aku dok dgr lagu2 backstreetboys dari td.HAHA.mmg xde keje.well best apa diorang punya old songs? ;p lalallala.ok laa goodnight.ehh,goodmorning!

fat albert

i dont know why I am being too conscious about my body.i feel fat,VERY fat.i feel like there are fats bulging out all over.even my little cousin sister said i have fat arms,and she's only 8 ! :( jujur gila en.panas aku.anyways,'gemok' tu dah mmg satu nama yg sume org panggil aku.kawan2 aku pown panggil aku gemok.as if nama aku dhamira 'gemok' binti abdul aziz.ciss.aku nak kurus oh.not kate moss - skinny,but just slimmer than now..aganye possible x?huahua.let's see! ;p

5th day of the year

new year was life-changing.
i reminisced all the things that've happened in the previous year,or years to be exact.

for this first 5 days of 2009 i've been watching Greek & Kyle XY, other than that I was pissed like hell because someone was late.I was on holiday since christmas,just getting used to not having to go to classes,poof,holiday's over.came back to kolej yesterday,syg fetched me from home.woke up early this morning,carried a really big and heavy book,only to find that the lecturer couldnt make it to class.ARGGH.stress.went back up to my room,watched Madagascar 1,did my assignments for Azman's class,was halfway done,went out to eat with syg,came back to my room,and found out my assignments werent there anymore.gone.from my screen.and by the looks of it,it seemed that someone had touched my laptop.errgghhhh im so having a bitch fit right now!(chehhh white chicks plak,hehe).haihh..so aku buat laa baru balik semula,and now its done.nak hantar kat seha.hoping that it would help her with the presentation we're doing this thursday.i extracted as many notes i can from the book,and typed it down.hurmm.now im not sure what to do.the study case he asked us to do,i havent done it yet.TO DO or NOT TO DO?that is the question.dia kata dia x bagi marks pown,tp nanti tunjuk laa sape yg betul nak belajar,and sape xnak.perghh.aku boleh jea buat tapi hantar later laa boleh x? eeeeeeeeeeeeee @.@ to think about it,finals is like less than 10 weeks away,am I right?ke salah?ikut sukahati jea.tp lebih kurang mcm tuh laa.bodohs btol.i think i might start studying now.kalau x nak kena terajang ngan Papa a.k.a Singa . kalau chomel mcm Alex Madagascar ke,Lion King ke,xpe.he is so giving me headaches,even when im away from him ! x pasal2 gaduh dgn dia td.life is ""sweet"".

totally.

eeeeeeeeee

bodoh nye presentation.
sakit otak fikir. grrrrrh.

chicky wah wahh

i am thinking of colouring my hair,and add hi-lites to it,because i've read somewhere that says if you have thick hair,and you dye it all-over with one colour,it'll make the hair look like a wig.i dont want THAT to happen!but to get colouring treatment from a salon would cost bucks.im thinking of doing it myself,but am not sure how and what combination of colours should i use.arghhh lalallala -_-

2009 resolution(s)

each and every year,i'll list down resolutions that i would like to,atleast try to accomplish for that particular year.some of the resolutions are just the same,and once in a while there would be new resolutions added to the list.but most of the times i dont really fulfil those resolutions.for example,losing weight has been in my resolution list for a few years now,and i dont see any progressions!being a nice daughter,NAAH.i still fight and scream with my parents.be a better sister?THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.baru jea tadi kat jusco adik buat aku bengang,and aku tarik rambut dia,dia tarik balik,and 2-2 tarik,wrestling kat situ.bodoh.pastu ibu ckp look at you guys,you look stupid.ada laa mata2 yg memandang.ahhhh kesah apa aku!adik yg bongok.hmm,other than that,be a better friend?pown aku rasa aku gagal.so for this year,i'll still list down a number of resolutions,and see at the end of this year,how things go ayy ?







here goes..







2009 new year resolutions :


be a good daughter.
be a nice sister.
be a dependable friend.
study hard <- i always take this one too lightly. be a good Muslim ; huahua. ni mmg payah sikit disebabkan aku ni ada tanduk tersorok yg berlebihan. learn to save money. and the list goes on i guess.. generally i just want to change for my own good.to be better. :)

my first day of 2009

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what ?