Sunday, June 21, 2009

drag me to hell sucks

I didnt even mention anything when I read the message I received. I dont know what to say, how to respond, or do.

Should I be happy? or sad? or be totally mad for not finding it out personally from the person. Maybe that is why im not really feeling the impact. I just dont know how to react..

Am I selfish for not doing anything? I have been hating selfish people who thinks of themselves for my entire life, but when I look at myself in the mirror, I know a part of me has become those person I swore never to turn into.

:(

I've turn into one selfish monster who thinks of only herself, and blocks everything and everyone else out of her life, to try and run from feeling responsible, and lost.

LIFE IS CRUEL.

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