back to school

HAHAHHHA.

Chohh! Not for me anymore. Anyways, what im trying to say here is im back in college! Sem break ended a week ago, I skipped the first week of class, because there were some minor problems with the online registration system(just an excuse to laze around at home for another one solid week,ehehe). Im back here in my hostel room, sleeping on my super uncomfortable single-sized bed :(

I miss my sister terribily. I hope to watch the upcoming Harry Potter movie with her. and I miss Ika so much!! I miss talking to her, make stupid jokes, and talk,talk,and talk with her..

Anyways, today is my 10th month anniversary with my syg!

Happy 10th month anniversary Syaiful Nizam Dasril.
Thank you for your incredible love.
Dont stop loving me,will you?
I love you <33333

forever 21

Wkaakakakakka! Xbley belah. Harini first time aku tgk blog budak tuh, result pown nak tayang kat dalam blog, siap detail lg tuh! Aku nak tgk skit bila result jatuh mcm taik burung, nak post ke xnak post dlm blog.

Malu aku ada kawan mcm ni.

-jugaklakecohpownsekarangkecohminahdulukalau-

"otak sayaaaaa lagi kecik dari otak burung unta!"

snake bites

You take people for granted. You take your old friends for granted, and you would not even admit it. Whenever you know you're in the wrong, you will always try to cover your shit up by making excuses, which personally to me are all bullshits. You dont even care what you had, way longer before what you have now. Everything's that happened now, has already happened before. Somehow I feel like having a dejavu. Same things repeating again, but different people playing the roles. It is sad.

YOU are sad.

You gota be more grateful than this.

THINK BEFORE YOU ACT.
Think of those people around you.

drag me to hell sucks

I didnt even mention anything when I read the message I received. I dont know what to say, how to respond, or do.

Should I be happy? or sad? or be totally mad for not finding it out personally from the person. Maybe that is why im not really feeling the impact. I just dont know how to react..

Am I selfish for not doing anything? I have been hating selfish people who thinks of themselves for my entire life, but when I look at myself in the mirror, I know a part of me has become those person I swore never to turn into.

:(

I've turn into one selfish monster who thinks of only herself, and blocks everything and everyone else out of her life, to try and run from feeling responsible, and lost.

LIFE IS CRUEL.

good bye

Chiang Mai, Thailand was great,
but Ika going far away is sad :(

My bestcousin went off to Kedah today to pursue her 2 year matriculation programme. It was hard to say goodbye, but we know this day would come when each and all of us go on our own paths, different roads apart from each other. She even cried just now before going into the car.

I know you will be okay there in Kedah, I will miss you lots, Ik =D

fuck fuck fuck

I eat so much these days! I am growing sideways, I am gaining weight tremenduosly, collecting fats in each and every part of my body. My boobs are bigger, I cant zip my pants, my tummy is so obviously flabby, I just hate this ;(((( I eat, and I eat, and I never exercise. I am just too fucking lazy to do so. So basically im to blame for becoming a total b l o b . I really need to cutdown my food intake, and watch what I eat, and start working my butt off!

EAT LESS,
EXERCISE MORE.


or maybe I could just do drugs.

know your limits

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia,
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala,
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah,
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa..

- A past was once upon a time a future. A future nobody ever thought would end. A past is where everything that's happened before, will always be buried in our mind, heart, and soul. A past is something you can never reach or touch, you can only close your eyes, recall and remember the moment as if it just happened yesterday, and tell it as a story. A story about you and me.. :)

flyday

Good afternoon fellow bloggies.
Its Friday and I just woke up about an hour ago, still lazing around on my bed, Facebooking and playing Monopoly. Am supposed to go out with Epul, after he goes to Friday prayers, but I doubt that's he's already up, might still be sleeping at this kind of hours. '

Anyways, Im hungry! I havent packed anything for our trip yet. Huurrmmm. Nanti laa.. heheh.. Meera..Meera.. stop procrastinating will ya? ;p

Have a good day people.

XOXO.

bird in a cage

I just finished my last paper of my final exam, which is Pengajian Malaysia. It was so stupid, uuurgh!!! I've always hated History when I was in high school, and same goes for now. For my structured and essay questions, I dont know half the things I wrote on the paper. Maybe they were all jibberish and shit. But what the heck, I am free now! I have one and a half week to spend with my sister, and another one week to laze around, appreciating the sweet holiday alone. Lots of things to do, I need to clean up my room, wash tons of clothes, go shopping(I have things that I need and want); Shoes, clothes, nail polish, etc.. A girl gotta go what a girl gotta do right? ;p

To all my collegemates, have a nice holiday!
See you next semester :D

To all my friends, jom lepak!